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January 29, 2004
pic from senior cruse: me & rosava (she da one who invited me)
i don wana go 2 english class 2day... =( man i feel like shit rite now.. after last night i just feel hella down and dont feel like doing shit. i just got outta math class at 2:30 and came up here to get online in the library.. math is aight cuz its not that boring.. but english.. omfg i cant stand it.. and the teachers a bitch too.. fuk man. but i already bought my books off ebay n stuff.. =/ sigh** i duno wat 2 do. i didnt sleep well last night either.. kept waking up and i know why too. cuz me and vivan had another fight last night before i went 2 sleep and she told me that we shouldnt talk anymore because we argue too much and that we shouldnt be together.. because i hurt her too much or something like that.. i guess, if thats wat she wants then whatever. i dont even see her trying to work things out all the time. whenever we argue its like.. dont talk to me. or, get away from me.. or, she just doesnt talk to me at all.. or, im just not gona talk to you the whole day today and maybe not tomorrow too. n its just like okay.. well if u say so wat can i do.. ? but she seems to want to stick to it this time cuz she kept calling me after i hung up on her hella times last night tellin me to forget about her, and to erase her out of my life.. to throw her letters away and the double heart she made for me out of a 2 dollar bill. but i told her im not gona throw the stuff away becuz i dont want to. n she wants me to cuz she says "whats the point of holding on to it.." iono. i just dont throw stuff away like that. doesnt mean im being stuck on you.. although i dont want u 2 leave me .. yeah. i dont know what to do at this point ... i love her so much n wish i could do the stuff she needs to be happy but its hella hard.. harder then it looks. but whatever im not gona stress over it anymore.. if she really cared about us then she would have handled the situation better. rather then crying and basically saying forget everything.. and i told her i dont agree with her decision and i don wana break up.. but she did it anyway so wat can i say.. i got broke up wit .. o well, das life ill get over it eventually January 28, 2004 today i was supposed to go to math and english class but i only went to math class because my english class was from 4 - 5 and i couldnt stay for that long because i had to meet vivan at school and go to chucks house. i got to vivan school and got her but when i was on my way over there it was raining.. it kinda sucked =/ so then we walked to bayfair bart and got on bart to go to chucks house. got over chucks and since vivan thought she can beat us in mario kart we played on gamecube and stuff.. then she whOOped chuck and his brother hehe. good job u go gurl ;) but anywayyys.. we left around six to go to the resturant in fremont.. it was called "EL PATIO" we rode with jordans dad Ron in his big blue truck hehe =P he's hella coo. but yeah. we got there and jordan and his female was there waiting . i havnt seen dat boy in so long. haha and he finally has a girl! =D she's nice n stuff.. yup yup. and so there was me, vivan, jordan, his girl, chuck, his mom, lil larry (chucks lil brother), jermaine (chucks other lil brother), DeAndre (chucks other yunger brother by lik 25 days), shanesha (chucks girlfriend), shanesha's mom, Ron (jordans dad), Brittney (jermaines patna, my patna, and chucks patna.. oh n also avrey's ex gf), Davina (jordans sister), Davina's bf or husband or watever.. and her baby.. and.. then collene came (ron's gf), and her daughter.. so all these people came to eat dinner wit us for chucks going away thing.. and it was pretty coo. we ate.. took lots of pictures. then we left to go back to chucks house.. had to wait for shanesha to get to chucks house because she went home to drop off her mom first.. and then umm, she came back and drove me and vivan home. well actually chuck drove.. and then when he drop me off at da house i gave him my navy book cuz he lost his and he need to study off it.. and everything.. but yeah. man,.. ima miss dat foo =/ now its 2 gone.. and im da last one to go... its sad cuz chuck leaving 2morrow and ima miss dat guy =/ we always used 2 kik it.. and he help me wit my problems and stuff and he give da best advice about me and vivan.. and my life n stuff.. damm.. but now im at home jus talkin on da internet to vivan. she havin problems wit her family n stuff.. i feel bad for her because its like.. most of the things she's gettin yelled at about its having to do with her seeing me and stuff.. or thats wat it seems like 2 me. but i dont know the whole .. i pray things will get better for her and her family would come to an understanding .. call a truce.. something.. i dont know. watever needs 2 happen for the stress and drama to stop for her.. let it come soon please.. =/ well i got lota hw 2 do.. sigh** tekbeetz is out 4 da nyte.. late cuhz January 26, 2004 yo! got another post card from danny ma 2day.. finally got his mailing adress.. written kinda sloppy.. i gota analyze dis one a few more times so i can make out wat he said =P hehe but yeah... got dayum.. my nigga dion it doh. and chucks leaving dis wednesday too! fuk foo..im tryin 2 git crackin on my sheit too.. =/ don wana wait till june now! `x| but chyea.. fina go 2 dinner wit my nigga 2morrow.. gona go 2 slz after dey get out 2 get vivan den we fina roll thru 2 chucks house.. n play some mario kart double dash on game cube cuz she think she da sheit an dshe think she can beat me at it.. lol she prollycan buh o wells =T aight den.. im fina go eat now.. ttyl =P
im at skoo rite now.. last night i went to bed so sore still form the prt on saturday morning.. not as sore as the day before but still kinda sore. thank u vivan for not gettin mad at me kuz when u called i was asleep -_- but yeah i feel all refreshed rite now =P peep to da right got my xanga set up in here now .. tite eh?! =) i know i know. tEk got skiLLz lyk dat daz why ;) aight den cuhz.. its almost 1:30 and i gota go to class rite now. been here in da library on their fast ass internet n stuff =O so addicting =P but yea aight den im out.. ~one January 24, 2004 woke up this morning at 7 am.. got ready for the PRT (physical readiness training) or sumthin like dat.. for da navy. we went to fremont to this big ass park and when we got ther it was raining.. we had to wait for like.. 4 other recruiting stations to get there it was NRS Alameda, NRS San Leandro, NRS Livermore, and NRS San Mateo.. we were all competing for who would get the trophy for the NRS with the best qualified DEPers (delayed entry program... ers... =T ) so yeah.. livermore seems to have had the trophy 3 times in a row,.,. and they ended up wining it again this time too.. which sucks.. but its all good. we all had to do sit ups.. the minimum boys 17-19 yrs old had to do 54 sit ups and i did 70. then we had to do push ups the minimum we had to do was 46 or sumthing.. i did 60 . then we had to run a mile and a half.. the max time we were allowed to pass was 13minutes 15 seconds.. i got 9min 25secs on the mile and a half run. which is pretty good. so then after that we ate hella food they BBQed had hamburgers chicken hot dogs and stuff.. after we ate we played basket ball.. i hella wanted 2 play but since we had alotta ppl they had 2 have only 5 select ppl play kuz.. its basketball.. and uhh.. then.. i got subbed in on the last point..and i was hella mad cuz i didnt get no playtime. and we ended up losing against alameda. so then..after we lost against them we just played off da record jus for fun n shit.. untill it was our turn 2 play football.. first team we played football against was alameda again.. we ended up scrapin dem it was going up to three touchdowns.. whoever got 3 first wins.. we scraped em 2 to 3.. so dat was coo.. then next man.. omg we didnt even get a 20 minute break and we ended up havin to play livermore ... man. they were hella fresh and we were all tired from the game we had just played but we still scraped them. lol and they are supposed to be the top NRS when it comes to the events but we smashed em.. we won 2 to 3 again.. but they still took the trophy at the end becuz i guess all their ppl can do hella pushups and situps lol. but oh well its all good im so sore rite now and hungry.. dayuummmm .. had fun though.. yup yup yup. kay holla bak cuhz.. one. January 23, 2004 last night i had a good ass time.. first after igot outta skoo i went to go see my baby vivan. she was over at c16 watchin a movie.. bought a ticket went up in 2 see her.. but didnt get to stay that long becuz i had to leave at seven to go meet up wit dwight rosalva sade and .. umm shawna? i tihnk dat was her name.. i forgot =/ but yeah.. saw ben there workin at da movies and since dat nigga's a manager there and he coo wit me. lol i asked him if he could refund my ticket.. so he did dat for me.. itz coo havin friends in high places =T haha but anyway. went to meet up wit dem peeps at sade's house so we can get ready 2 roll out 2 jack london for the senior cruise. there was hella traffic on da freeway and sade's mom .. who strangely looks DEAD on sade. lol omg they look like twins.. but anyway.. sade's mom was tryin 2 loose us or sumthin lol switchin lanes in hella traffic n shit.. but yea.. got to jacklondon.. went to go eat at tgi fridays.. but they had alotta ppl and it woulda took like an hour for us to get our food n stuff.. but we didnt have dat much time.. so we went over to Tony Roma's.. yess that place got good ribs i swear.. but we didnt get da ribs kuz it was hekka expensive so we all ate together.. after taht went to wait in line for da cruise.. got up in there and it was like.. 4 levels on the boat.. it was pretty nice. first floor was the dance floor.. second floor was the dining floor.. then third floor inside was the picture floor.. but on the second floor u could go outside and there were more stairs that lead to the outside of the third floor.. then u could walk around the side of the boat and go to the front where there was another platform.. not really another floor but it had stairs leading up to it.. and it was pretty coo becuz ther was alotta ppl there and i saw hella nigga's i graduated wit..hella ppl i havnt seen for along time.. =) im glad i ended up going.. it was hella fukkin cold though.. but it was all good took hekka pictures and then we stole dem blue glasses lol.. looks like a wine glass but kinda bigger.. and yeah got dat shit.. then we sailed past all these crane thingies.. they were loading cargo..and we sailed past .. garbage stuff o_O iono.. yeah then we went under da bay bridge.. or golden gate..? iuno..some bridge..but we took pix of it.. verry nice veiw man.. i duno why i didnt go to mines las year.. =/ buuut yeah.. so they had dee jay downstairs on the first floor . everyone was dancing.. pretty fun man.. so then when it was over i went back 2 san leandro to go visit vivan.. becuz i wanted 2 be wit her she was at her patna's house .. n then she had me waiting for her outside for like 20 minutes omg it was hella cold.. but they finally came out and we went 2 chrissy's boy's house.. him n his patna was there drunk off like 2 40 oz mickeys././ and had 2 left.. vivan wanted me 2 drink so i jus drank a little bit we chill there and then around 3:30am or so we left doods house and i walked to bayfair bart while vivan n chrissy walked bak to her hosue.. bart didnt start back runnin till like 4:10 am.. and it was only 3:44 when i got der.. so i took a taxi cab bak 2 da house.. im hella glad that i caught that cab.. it was the only one there.. i woulda had 2 walk or wait on bart and then STILL had to walk home from sl bart.. but yeah.. got home around four.. and fuckin CRASHED OUT.. i was hella tired.. didnt wake up today untill like 12:30.. but yea. data bout it.. today im jus gona rest... prolly go chill wit chuck at his house since he's leaving soon.. on the 29th of january.. but yea.. check bac for more laytar.. we out cuhz.. January 22, 2004 ... i wish ... -d0n im m3 January 21, 2004 man.. now my nigga' chucks leaving too... =/ he just called me not 2 long ago and said he's shippin out on the 29th of this month........ sigh** danny's gone.. chucks gone.. i wana be gone 2 cuhz!! lol but not really cuz i uno.. ima miss u guys =( but anyway.. yeah. so now chucks gona be da nxt 2 be leaving.. so yeah.. here we go again ... January 20, 2004 hello every body!! i got a post card from danny ma today! oh snapz =P my nigga's all up in boot camp n shit rite now! said he misses erryone and uhhh.. to show everybody the post card so remind me nxt time we kik it so i can bring it out n show yalls .. yup fsho.. aight den we outs cuhz.. one
.. ohdam.. so muuch.. thru all deez months .. off and on. i wouldnt have ever thought i would have lasted in any relationship 1 year.. i mean. ur da first girl friend i ever had that i ended up still havin feelings for dis long. jus wana say im glad that im still wit chu. even though i get mad at chu and say stuff sumtimes.. you know i really love you gurl. i just hope that we can learn from wats gone on in da past times when we fought.. and help us in da future.. well.. even though we was off and on this year.. it don matter i still feel like i accomplished sumthin wit chu and im glad 2 have been wit chu for dis long. n i wish for us 2 be together for many more years after dis .. think we can make it? hmm.. lets try and see yeh? =) i love you vivan...
ajl;fdhgrwJEKGFS January 16, 2004 i cut my hair! damn das alotta hair cuhz.. =O January 14, 2004 eyy today danny arrived in missouri. dood sent me a txt msg saying.. Danny:im [in] missouri right now haha no more fone and internet today this is it!! late cuzz dam dat foo's out in boot rite now =X bet its hekka cold dam man. shitz crazy lols. nigga fina come back all swole n shit.. oh yea.. lol n uhh danny ur sister want her TAZER back lol. why u tell her i had dat shit doh =0. .. 2day i stole a bike from dis kid at dragon express cuz i didnt feel like walking home from sL. im sorry god forgive me for i have sinned. -_- ... so uhh, ne body tryin 2 buy a mongoose street bike for dubb doh? =T January 12, 2004 had a coo time last night. went to eat at the rainforest cafe in frisco.. with me chuck brandno eva dis guy i dun remember his name.,. stephanie danny ma.. white mike jenarae sara and nick.. we ate there.. da service was wack cuz they was getting all confused n didnt know who's table we were or sumthin like dat.. but yeah we ate.. then they had the rainforest ppl come with a cookie cake and a plop of white stuff that looked like icecream but wasnt.. with chocolate on top. lol but yeah man i enjoyed my day and im glad i got to chill together wit all yall and danny got to hang out wit all his patna's before he leaves to go to the army today.. -_- damn my nigga.. ima miss u for real man. im hella juiced for u dawg u gona be out there doin tha dam thing man.. but dont forget ya nigga's dood. n when u make ur army friends n shit man.. u gona let dem nigga's know how it go down in da bay lol. like how we used to jus click up on sum nigga's for no good reason at all cuz nigga's think its a game. we bay boys das how we do. haha but shit its all luv doh man we had hella memories 2gether man.. since way back in da day. at least since what.... 7th? 6th grade? younger? i dun even remember. but shit.. good times my nigg.. but chu see how much nigga's really care though even through all da clownin on eachother . its all in friendly love man. i jus cant beleive u leaving already haha. but shit .. JUS DONT FORGET US DANNY MA-MA M'MA MAAA!! January 11, 2004 ..... 01.11.1985 January 08, 2004 damn last night me chuck nick and danny went to go to coast guard island again.. that was our third time giong and nicks first time.. damn im pretty proud of myself. im benching more than i started =) and i can see my arms gettin biggerr ^_- haha, but yeah .. damn im feelin pretty sore rite now.. but its coo. nick wanted to challenge me in some pool.. talkin bout he'll whOOp me.. haha i didnt even say nuthin.. just smashed =T haha he was talkin bout he was the best at yahoo pool. lol why i shut em out doh?! =P lol and then we got up on some real pool cuz they got pool tables there too.. and i STILL shut em out. haha. but it was all fun doh. hopefully we can do it again =d. then so later that night i left chuck nick n danny and went to chill wit attourney, scientist, & FBI agent.. lloll aka wes, kev, and jess. we went to go chill over at dis one spot and we was boxin n' shit.. fuckin jess busted my lip =T but uhh.. vivan was callin me, she got mad at me for being out drinkin wit my friends n everything.. i didnt understand but now i do.. she told me she gets mad when i do that because she cares.. =/ and i just was being hella mean to her because she just kept "naggin" and all. but now i just feel bad.. -_- but yeah, im sorry vivan. January 06, 2004 eyyy got my new phone now =) samsung sph - a660 / vi660 its pretty coo i get a color screen and text messages and and.. and INTERNET `x] i get to go use aim from my phone n all dat now =) yea yea u guys prolly already had all dat huh =T who cares haha its hekka clean ^__^ .. aight den we out. one January 05, 2004 man, anyone know a website where i can get "lil wayne - kisha" or "lil wayne - look at me" so i can link dat 2 my site man. if ya know, let me know January 04, 2004 went to coast guard island again today .. me chuck n danny.. yup, workin out n playin b ball =T gotta git buff, HUA!! xp January 02, 2004 me chuck n danny went over to coast guard island today to go work out for free since we in the DEP program shits all like high security n stuff u gota have a card to get in, we flashed our cards n dood was like oh go right ahead lol feeling all important n shit danny drove us like a sav its fun up over there.. hit up the bench press some pull ups .. did that one leg machine thing where u lay down kinda.. and push up like hella weight with ur legs.. i did like.. 180 lbs wit my legs =) cooool yea rite =T but uhh.. yeah n then ran on the tread mills played sum b ball used the punching bag and me and chuck wrestled on the mats.. dat nigga.. man. he's lucky he heavier then me or else i woulda whOOpass =T aw well but uhh yea that place is just like the ymca.. exept for free haha its pretty coo they got pool .. tv's ping pong foos ball .. raqet ball n all dat shit.. damn yea man i wana go back soon =) January 01, 2004 first post since i been back from san diego: i had fun down there kickin it wit my cuzzins got to see my family.. yeah i had a nice christmas.. =) yea went to go see that nick cannon movie again..saw lord of the rings .. and saw the last samurai again while i was there.. damn i like that movie.. its just.. really good man xP haha. got vivan her lil christmas gift thing.. got her this jacket from forever 21.. is hella cute das why i got it for her.. ;) but when i bought dat shit.. da dumass broad at the store forgot to take off da sensor thing..da fuckin plastic thing they be puttin on cloths n shgit.. iono but we got home n that shit was still on there.. n when we went back to get dem 2 take it off..the alarm went off when we walked into the store.. im like wtf.. dat shit didnt even go off when we bought it but yea dat dumass chinese bitch was like.. oh so sorry n shit.. hella made me mad that bitch shoudla gave me fuckin money back for havin to drive back up there to get dat shit off man.. damn grrr.. but wutever. s'all good got back on monday around 11 sumthin cuz our flight got delayed .. then on tuesday i met up wit vivan to give her the jacket and we watched the last samurai together.. that was my 3rd time seeing that movie haha.. but vivan didnt wana watch.. -__- ahem. its ohkay tho =P and so THENNN.. she went home.. after we sat around for ever talkin bout nothin. then i met up wit jess n them.. some nigga's was tryin to fuck wit one of lil jordan's patna's but when me n jess went to confront dem nigga's they ran! haha.. what a bunch of bitches .. and then on da way home i took bart n guess who i saw.. =O erwin. he didnt wana look at me n say wsup for some reason i duno why . i was jus like.. wsup blood.. but anyways.. that was it for my first day back in town.. and then NEW YEARS: it rained last night!! GRRRRRRRR.. anyway, i really wanted to go chill wit vivan but she had other things she had to do.. so it was alright .. went to frisco wit d.BOY n some slz nigga's.. met up wit marcus n them niggas. got kinda separated from danny n them.. cuz there was hella people.. but we ended up shakin n they went back to... wherever they went back to afterwards... then on bart down there at frisco was so damn crowded.. this nigga was tryin 2 get hifey wit me.. god damn everyone been fuckin wit me lately.. i was fina shank that man. he was hella yallin cuz ppl kept pushin him... n i was laughing at his stupid ass .. like this.. HA HA HA HA mutha fucka. and plus P and D was wit me.. man it woulda been a rap my nigga's. .. but i didnt feel like goin 2 jail that night >=| mutha fuckin punkass nigga..then this nigga ryan .. marcus's step brother, nigga had us all da way out in concord for no fuckin reason talkin bout there was a party n shit.. man dat nigga is JUST like another jaime .. i swear. but whatever man.. im jus glad i got to kick it wit my boys for new years n shit..had a coo time n shit.. since last year them nigga's left wit out me when they went to frisco =T TODAY: its wet outside =(
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