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April 30, 2003
man, i swear to got shit happens in the most weirdest ways sometimes.... its like, this shit was meant to happen, by like.. fate or somethin.. but its ok. last weekend i was kickin it with white mike, rafael, and charles.. rafael had some glasses that he wore to the theatre that day.. now rafael rarely wears his glasses, but i guess something told him that day to wear them. i mean, nothin wrong wit wearing glasses, don get me wrong.. but its the order of events that took place after he wore those glases that fucked things up.. i mean really..think about it. if he wouldnt have worn his glasses that day. i wouldnt be here right now typing up this blog. peep it. -- rafael wore his glasses to c16 when we kicked it.. when we were going home that day he let charles try them on. we was all having fun en stuff.. but charles forgot to give rafael back his glasses when we left.. no one even thought about it. and now it comes to last nite. i was chillin ... stayin up hella late..as u can see in da previous blog.. and i went to bed at like 3:30 am.. i was hekka knocked out this morning when i get a call from rafael on my cell, i really dont like picking up my cell in the morning because people just tend to talk and talk .. like i dont have minutes to watch. but its all good. i called rafael back on my home fone..YALL SHOULD CALL ME THERE INSTEAD OF MY CELL. ahem. yea, but i talked to rafael..he was like. u got charles fone number? im lyk, nah charles aint got no fone.. welp.. rafael is fucking pissed because today is his driver's test and he needs those glasses to get his license!! fuck fuck fuck. what luck.. so i tell rafael, since im such a good ass friend .. and i know how it is..wanting to get your fuckin L's.. im like aight man, even tho im still in da bed at 9:30 am. imma do dis for his ass.. so i get up. get dressed, half asleep. and ride the bike over to charle's house.. just to find that no one is home. so i called back rafael, im lyke.. "RAFF no one's home dawg.." he hekka pissed so i tell dat foo dat he can use my glasses if he wants.. they are perscription.. but dey kinda bent.. he can try en fix em tho..but shit. dis is some fucked up ass shit tho. my ass jus wants to go back to sleep rite now.. but i cant..cuhz of CHARLES dumass.. god damn. why cant dat nigga jus stay home? or better yet.. why couldnt he jus member to give dat nigga back his glasses?!?! damn, i could go on and on blaming different shit for why im sittin here hella mad rite now. but imma jus leave it at that. god damn. i gotta go. check back for more later. TekBeetz out..
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April 29, 2003 i jus dunno what ta do enymore... may 10th.. saturday rite? i am invited ta kik it..some kinda e party/cuddle puddle thingie goin on.. haa! i was asked if i wanted ta do acid.. or ecstasy... i said ecstasy..cuhz dats wat im used to.. i don wanna do acid.. >_< ..imma be scared.. or mayeB i can do acid and ecstasy... u kno wat dats called rite? ha ahaa!! `x) , candy flipping.. holler holler. buh i don think imma do dat.. if i do drop dat nite..on da tenth.. i want my bestest A.D.D. buddy ta be der wif me.. -_^ ya kno who ya are!! still hella confused and wishin fo sum shit ta go bac to how it used to be,, -_- .. good things come with time, buh great things happen all at once.. !! i lyk dat quote. more lates.. TekBeetz out.. April 28, 2003 damn, last nite i took dat vikaden and mixed it wit a cup of orange juice and ABSOLUT vodka... 9_9.. blaah, i got hekka tired.. i was skerrrd ta go to sleep cuhz den i mite not wake up..!! ,=( buh den..i jus slept all night..and allday.. woke up at like 3:30 PM blaah! haha skoo was already out.. why da fuck did the skoo jus call my house today saying that i was absent today? o_O im fuckin suspended/expelled..wtf..? ienoo, enyeways..cheq bac for more laytaR.. TekBeetz out.. April 27, 2003 YESTERDAY::: ben and danny came over. danny wrote a statement to help my case for the expulsion hearing.. den we drove to charles's house.. met up wit him, peri, marcus, and white mike.. stood around tryin to find sum light. finally found some, went to kaneisha's house/ edwin's house.. got dubb from martin. went to pick up da sacks from charles's cuzzin' dat shit was sum fat ass sacks cuhz. it was lyk da baggie wouldnt even close! haha, his cuzzin hooked it UP!! shit was smellin like some razberries en shit too. haha. went to drop off martin's 2 sacks over at davis plaza. then erry one bounced so i went to chill wit chuck. chuck is always kickin it wit some fat bitches man i swear. but its coo. i smoked wit dem foo's and we went to pick up black&mexican mike from his job. he got us some free drink. we smoked some more and then we went to jack london. saw hella mutha fucka's and chuck was scared to get out da car. haha. dat nigga's a fuckin noodle i swear. but its coo. den we bounced bac to chucks house.. watched a dvd, then i walked home. TODAY::: went to church.. at like 9 am dis morning after i slept around 3 am last nite. i got hella little sleep. after church i went home and did sum stuff. walked to charles's house.. dat nigga was still sleep. i hella envied him fo dat. lol, sleepin all day en sheit. so i had a bottle of ABSOLUT vodka in my pocket.. showed dat nigga charles. he was juiced haha. we called sum ppl. was hekka boed, and i was sooo tired. so i went to sleep on dat nigga's couch. charles thinks priscilla is "nice" and he wants to holler at her.. ehh, its ok. anywhooooo.. i hope he was jus playin. haa haa ,=| and THEN.. we went to mel's house.. jen wasnt there so it was just "mel's house" instead of "jen's house" haha. anyways.. after mel's house we walked to marcus's house..jus chillin there playin dreamcast. marvel vs. capcom 2. he kept on beating me so i got mad and switched da game to POWER STONE 2 .. he still beat me in dat game. fuck! haha, i guess i jus suck at vid games.. -_- . after marcus's house we went to century 16 to chill wit white mike peri raff and sophia. it started to rain..so i started to drink sum of dat ABSOLUT ;) haha.. i got a coo lil buzz off dat. nuthin real heavy. den raff broke out wit da vikadin. lol, for his tooth cuhz he jus got his wisdom teeth pulled. he gave me a pill. haha i still gots it cuhz im sorta scared to pop it. ,=/ .. we had hella too many ppl to ride to century 25 like we orriginally planned so we jus ended up sayin "fuck it" and marcus en peri bounced and me raff white mike and charles walked to seven eleven across from taco bell and bayfair. i bought white mike some cigg's .. den he bought me raff and charles some food. haha dat nigga is hella fuckin coo for dat. thanks mike dawg. i was fuckin starving foo. -_- . then mike walked home.. me raff and charles took bart back to san leandro station..raff went home. me en charles walked all da way down to davis plaza when i was like..aint u goin to sara's house? ..and he was lyk.."OO YEA." lol..i was lyk call her foo!! buh he didnt want to..and i forced him to. lol, so den he ended up walkin bac to sL bart.. i walked wit him cuhz it was kinda dark..and he's scared of da dark. haha nah jus kiddin. i walked him bac cuhz ..das ma nigga doh. fa sheezoL `XD after me en charles walked bac to bart we seen chuck. he had to get home cuhz jermaine was hella fuckin lit offa sum shit he smoked. so he went home.. i let charles hit sum of dat ABSOLUT and he was kinda buzzed as he left to get on his train. haha, den i walked bac home by my self.. ;\ its all good. im a souLja tho `x| it started to rain..and i was gettin all wet.. i was lik. o well. jus kept on walkin. tried to call up chuck. but no answer.. o well so i jus went home. soon as i got my ass home i couldnt find my key!! fuck. i had to look for it in da rain en shit. i got in da house hella went. sheeeit! changed all my cloths en shit. fuuuk. haha, en dats it. cheq bac for more laytaR.. TekBeetz out.. April 26, 2003 VivanHuynh10: too late VivanHuynh10: imma just pee in my chair
my dogg had puppies todae!! `xD wanna buy some?!
damn, its hekka raining rite now. i jus got home dawg. had to walk home in da fuckin rain!! im hella mad. had to borrow jermaine's jacket wit da furry hood on it. haha i looked lyk a pimp tho .. walkin home in da fuckin rain lol. cuhz mah bitch ass step mom wouldnt cum pic me up from davis plaza. damn lazy ass bitch. shit. well anyways. im hella bored. didnt do shit today. couldnt get no bomb. so it was all bad. welp holla bac lates. wOOt. TekBeetz out.. April 25, 2003 yO. today is friday apr. 25th. im so bored. been getting drunk and high the past few days and im really startin to feel like dis shit is boring to me. ,=/ i guess thats good right? since drinking and smoking weed is bad and shit. well anyways. me and peri was kickin it at charles house da other night. waited for the drop off of a dime sack. rolled over to shell gas station to buy a phillie titon blunt so we can roll dat shit. went bac to charles house and asked his dad to roll up for us. he was like aight. charles dad is hella coo tho man, he's an "o.G. roller" haha. das what charles told us.then we smoked da blunt, drank some tangueray. 94.7 proof 47% alc. by vol. iz tha good shit ^_^ .. but damn, then we bounced from charles house after dat, i was kinda feelin good. walked to marcus's house.. me en peri had to jump over dis fuckin fence dat was hella weird and shit. its lyk da hardest fence u could hop over. >.< . da fuckin fence was all bent toward our side, and hella sharp and shit. and it was hella flimsy en everythinig! god damnit. i cut my hand again!! well actually my wrist.. buh iz all da same. fuc tho. it was bleeding ,=( . ya ya ya ya yaaah. i feel like playing crazy taxii .. lol. if u ever played dat game.. u kno da song wher da guy goes.. "yaah yaah yaa h yaah yaa ... " and so on and so forth.. o_o . played marvel vs capcom at marcus's house.. den peri spend da nite. i bounced to chucks to drop off da tanguray.. chuck en jermaine had some more bomb.. so i jus smoked up wit dem too. it was lyk, whatever. haha. i was hella high when i went home >.< today i guess imma jus stay home..cuhz there's nothing really to do. gonna wait till tomorrow when cilla gets bac so i can chill wit her. cheq bac for more laytaR.. whun TekBeetz out.. April 23, 2003 j.Lo - im glad GOD DAMN j.Lo GOTTA FAT ASS!!!! `x)
damn, last night was crazy dawg. after kicking it at chucks house with peri and stuff.. we walked to marcus's .. chuck gave me a free bottle of Tanguray, or however u spell dat shit. 94 proof.. 47% alc. by vol. whOa. dats sum hittin sheit. we kicked it wit marcus. got bored. took bart to castro valley. kicked it wit sara and jenerae. plaed around at stanton school. had hella fun man. lol. peri killed all of sara's family. (the snails) haha. dere was hella fuckin snails. then we was finna smash on some white dood. den peri got bored and started kickin over trashcans. lolol. damn. i havnt had fun lyk dat in hella long. and we didnt even drink!! haha. then i walked to castro valley bart from stanton school when every one bounced home. met charles at sL bart.. but den he couldnt go home cuz he was locked out. so i let him stay at my house. we stayed up hella late. i was talkin to priscilla on da fone. she had to go to a feild trip and .. yea. i had to watch over her for a while .. charles was on da computer half da night. finally i went to sleep. and i fuckin dreamed of her man! wtf. >_< .. i had a dream that i was there with her at her feild trip. and it was how it used to be. when we first hooked up. we was hella happy en shit. but bLeh. it was only a dream. ,=| . now i jus woke up around 1 sumthing. and yea.. kinda hungry. hope gerald and jess can bring by mah shit today. cheq bac for more laytaR. TekBeetz out..
damnit. fuck man! she poped 4 fuckin pills!!!!! =*( .. why!!??!!?!?! fuck man, i jus hope she doesnt fuckin over dose and die man! .. imma fuckin be hella sad if she fuckin hurts herself off dat shit. >_< .. wtf man. gaah! i jus don kno wat to fuckin say.. or do. damn man, i wish i was there for her rite now. -_- TekBeetz out.. April 22, 2003 man, fuck it. immma get hella high today. and jus forget about all da problems. .. ........... .-_- ..... no better way den to jus smoke dat good shit en get lifted. fade away..
she just doesn't FUCKIN UNDERSTAND!!!!! `x*( everything has always been for her. im sorry i loved u and hurt u. both of u. i cant love anyone anymore because the stress and pain of the one's i love is hurting me more then i am hurting them. my feelings were split between ppl. but now its not goin anywhere. fuck it.!! why u gotta leave me for? all i want for u is to be happy. and u say its cuhz of me?! why do u do dis everytime? FUCK!!! i jus don kno wat to do anymore! `x( fuck.! fuck fuck fuck fuck. some one save me!! ,=( April 21, 2003 i am .. HIGH!!!!! .. ,=) .. hey guess wut!! `x) i learned how to blow smoke "O's" today!!! `xD whOo.. u gotta ask me to show u next time i seen you!! `=) .. im soooooo HIGH!!!!!
o yea. and i didnt get to chill wit my gurl today. cuhz of stuff.. i hella wanted to. but shit was jus too unorganized. she prolly thinks i was jus being mean or jus didnt wanna see her. but it wasnt that. she kno i love her. but yea. mayeB some other time. ill try tomorrow. i love u gurl. keep yo head up. holla..
post for sunday april 20th, 2003. :::: today was an "eh" day. some ppl got pissed at me today. and i felt like i got on alot of ppl's nerves and stuff. lets see. eva is mad at me.. sara is mad at me.. vivan is mad at me.. isabella WAS iono if she still is mad at me.. jenny stella and andrea is prolly mad at me for sum stuff dat happen tonight. umm, and eh. iono. just stuff happened. today when i got outta church i took bart from macarthur to bayfair bart, it was about three o clock pm. i was waitin for jose to get offa work. so i walked down from bayfair bart to san lorenzo high. when i got there it was around three thirty. jose was off work so i asked if he could cum pic me up en stuff. he said yea but he had to do sum stuff first, so i was like, aight dats coo. i walked to starbucks .. bought a venti chocolate brownie frapachino.. or whatever its called. drank dat shit.. stood out in front of starbucks jus drinkin it for about thirty mins... waiting for jose.. *time passes* i walk infront of rasputin music to get a different view of da parkin lot. still no jose.. *time passes* i had to go pee from all dat coffe i drank. went to starbucks to piss.,.. *time passes* im sitting in da lounge area in starbucks listening to da mp3 player... still waiting.. its about five thirty now and still no jose. haha, hmm. i got sooo bored. so i walked outside. around six. stood at da corner near the parking lot entrance. looking at ppl in their cars.. so bored. then jose finally shows up!! haha, i was hella releived! lol, it was starting to get cold. then we went to pic up jenny and stella from jenny's house. den we jus bounced to club monico. we got there around seven-ish. saw eva, sara, tierra, and my bes fren mary in line over there.i didnt even kno dey was gonna go. we waited in line for about an hour. da club seemed wack with its 100 minus attendance . fuck. like, barely any one fucking went foo. eva was still mad at me from earlier. and yea.. ,=/ . well whatever. and then umm. we went to san jose to go to laura and joanne's hotel at da hilton. but dem crazy ass mutha fucka's wus tryin to charge us to get in, so we wus lyk fuc dat. and bounced. after we left we jus went to eat at denny's.. we was hela bored so we bounced to tony's house. did some donuts haha.. then we had to go cuhz his mom. then we went to c16 to meet up wit annie and issy. we squeezed 5 ppl in da back seat. lol, dropped off annie, went to manor bowl to find out it was closed. then we bounced to da park down da street.. dats when shit got interesting. i was hella hyped for some reason and i wanted to do sumdin stoopid. so i got on jose's car top.. and told him to drive fast. lol!!! `xD .. haha jose was fuckin OUT!!! lol, i was holding onto da rooftop and shit. they thot i was gonna fall but i was coo. shit was fun as hell!! ,=) . then some drunk guy in a stolen car hopped out and saw hella gurls and shit up in jose's car. and he was lyk "aye! i seen sum bitches.. im tryin to fuck. blah blah blah.." then da guy started tryin to holler at jenny chua and andrea. lol, he said jenny was hella sexy and hott and all dis en dat.ya ya ya. jenny is cute but damn.. i felt bad cuhz u kno.. iono. dat guy was bein hella disrespectful. felt lyk it was my fault becuz i was ontop of his car and stuff.. and yea. i woulda been down to scrape em if it came to it. ;\ .. im down for my peeps man, and im really sorry guys for dat stuff!! fo reals i felt so badd. ,=/ after dat we got paranoid and bounced. jose took da gurls home. me and marcus bounced bac to tony's house. kicked it. then tony's mom kicked us out again. korean mike came thru wit his dad's car. we went to go swing it in da cuts sumwher.. i got to drive haha! swung dat bitch pretty nifty.. ,=) .. his shit sound lyk it finna fall apart tho! lol, den we bounced to korean eric's crib.. chilled out front.. and den yea. did alotta bullshit. bein bad.. lol u kno. den now erry one is at home. fuc im so tired. lol, imma jus go ta sleep now. -_- .. i jus had to blog bout it..cuhz den tomorrow i mite forget. ,=| n e ways. holla bac lates. TekBeetz out.. April 20, 2003 damn, last nite my internet was fuckin up so i couldnt blog. but here da dealie-Oh. woke up round 11. washed my parents cars for money. got some cash.. bounced up outtie. met up wit borge and angelina at da bart station. rolled up to c16 on da bizzus. `xD den we saw angelina's boi fren. dey went in. we pulled da old scam. got in and saw bullet proof monk. i had some erk in ma bac pac cuz dis nigga dat i kno from skoo wus up der en he asked me if i wanted to drop on a bottle. so i was lyk. yea sure. shit cuz i was tryiin to get fuced up yesterday enyways `x) ya so den. after we both went half en half on a bottle of E&J we wus up in da theatre throwin bac da bottle. i let da hommies hav sum ;] fa sheezol. white mike, borge, jerell, and carolyn drank. i hit dat shit lyk 3 tymes.. but dat wus it cuz it was kinda nasty ..>;P then i bounced out da movie earlie cuz i was bored wit it. played some ddr. den bounced to brandon's house wit peri. we went bac to da theatre to get white mike. rolled to chucks. stood outside for a while till danny ma showed up. we was hella deep cuzz, den we all walked to davis plaza. i bounced to jen's house to say wuddup to gerald and jess. saw jen. it was her bdae.. HAPPY BDAE JEN JEN `xD ya, i don think it was what she wanted it to be cuhz she was hella sad. she was crying.. i never seen her lyk dat before.. ,=( . but anywho. gerald and jess killed da rest of da erk en jerk. we walked bac to wher erry one was kickin it. saw martin. dey smoked a blunt den we got bored and bounced earlie.. i walked home. and yea. talked on da fone wit issy for a while. havnt talked to her in hella long on da fone. ya, den like. some scary voice on da fone kept on saying stuff.. it sounded lyk a ghost so i got scared and had her call my room fone. den yea.. went to sleep ,=) .. now today is easter mayunn!! `xD today is 420 mayunnn!!! `xD today is me en mah baby's 3months anniv. mayunn!!`xD whOO. its all good boYee!! i wanna go to club monico tho. haller at a baller if it goes down.! layte TekBeetz out.. April 18, 2003 yea. its me en my gur 3 month anniv. dis sunday boyeee `xD . o4.2o.o3 .. iz wut da fuc im talkin bout .. yeaaaa bOi. ,=) .. i hope i get to see ma laydie.. buh if not is all good still, imma jus go en get blowed wif martin en edwin and dem,, danny ma .. lol, u can cum too if u want. don tripp. is all grayvie, martin's coo :] .. but gyea!. holla at a pimp. today was coo, i saw malibu's most wanted. shit was funny as hell.. and all yall mo' fo's out dere.. DON'T BE HATIN.. ,=| . can i getta holler on dat whun. o yea and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NICK-O SUTTON. ma nigga's 18 now. yea bOi. gone nick!! wit cho legal ass `x) .. welp. every one's growin up so fast!! =*) . haller at a baller im outs. TekBeetz out.. April 17, 2003 YO... im bored.. `8D. .. and im jus curious.. why every one takin MY IDEA HUH? lol. putting pusic in dere shit now. ;\ imma say da only peepoL's dat had music in dere shits before everyone started copying and pasting the "veiw source" notepad document. eh.. me and annie ma. lol, then haa nguyen had it... then nick, and now danny ma. lol, wat da fawk is dis world coming to?! lol. eh, i like danny's player tho. haha, its hecksa toiite !! yo wuts crackin for 420 cuzin?!! holler at a baller ;] cheq bac for more laytaR.. TekBeetz out.. April 16, 2003 yesterday i went to sLz for da talent show thingie wit charles nick and danny.. jenerae eva and sara was tehre.. saw mah best friend mary `x) yea yea.. then after we left cuz we didnt have no cash to get in... `xP .. then umm, i went home .. watched some dvd's ... priscilla called me up..she stole her mom's car... she drove here at like 5 am. i left cuz i didnt wanna be home ... my mom and dad was mad at me.. so we drove to green house.. she dropped off da car.. i kicked it over at her appt. for lik... a lil while.. den we went to bayfair to meet up wit raff.. but he wasnt dere.. we walked round bayfair..she bounced.. i went to fat ass's house..saw peri en white mike... vivan called me.. den i went home ,=) .. now im here sittin.. being bored... my parents found out i left dis morning,.,.and dey was kinda pissed.. but who cares. bLeh. cheq bac for more laytaR.. ,=P .. damn foo.. i think im gettin hooked on cigarettes man!!... `x( .. plz no ... plz no!! *sniffs* .. TekBeetz out.. April 14, 2003 whOa cuzn. imma changeda sheit around again.. haha, me en vivan didnt end op goin to my house. we jus went to da movesi..saw basic, and some other movie.. and yea. i had left my house around 2:30 today. and got up at sLz around 3:15 .. saw eva sara jenerae and i think it was stephanie.. but im not sure wha her name was ,=P . but yea.. i talked to dem while i was waiting for vivan and stuff.. after dey bounced me en vivan walked to bayfair.. went to see da movies.. den walked to bayfair bart.. we both went home and then i was at sL bart.. saw martin and edwin while i was walkin home..dey was wit some gurl who was tryin to run away.. we walked down to davis plaza when fat ass called me. dey was wit white mike en jay.. then we walked to chucks house where chuck and peri and peri's brother was at.. we walked to jay's van.. drove to cherry grove park.. they drank some smirnoff black.. den we drove bac to chucks' house.. rolled up some bomb.. chuck rolled a loose one..en peri rolled a HITTER... dey smoked,...watched friday after next.. ate some bbq ribs... and yea.. ,=| .. **time passes** welp time to go.. jay dropped me off at home.,. and herre i am.. whOO.. den i ate some more chicken at da house ,=)
yo yo, today is MONDAY::: yea, today is da day when i go to see vivan!! whOO!! `x) havnt seen my gurl in about 2 weeks now cuzz!! i hella miss her too. well, i just woke up. bout to go get dressed but i jus wanted to write about wha i did dis weekend... SATURDAY::: so umm, saturday.. lemme see. ,=| . o yea.. so saturday morning charles calls me up like.. "yo wus goin down today? ,=D" an im like.. uhh.. shiit ienoo.. come over `x] . so he does.. i get dressed. we walk bac to his house and it starts to fuckin rain..!! blah! it was about 3pm and we was walkin in da rain around da corner to his house.. we decided to stop by jen delarosa's house cuz we havnt seen her in a while too.. thai was over there and we said wussup den bounced to "shuckie's" house.. ,=P . sat in da livin room at his house playin dreamcast ultimate fighting champion or somethin.. got bored cuz his sister was takin too long. walked bac to jen's house .. talked to her en thai.. while i was callin folks to see wuddup wit today >;P then we jus decided to meet up wit peri and white mike at fat attacks house.. thai gave us a ride `x) he hella coo man. nice ass guy.. yea then they was hookin up brandons stereo .. dat shit slaps. then we walked to taco bell. ate some taco's haha, then i called up jenerae and dey said dey was gonna walk all da way from eva's house to meet up wif us.. but i didnt beleive dem. haha, so den we walked in da rain.. AGAIN to go meet up wit eva sara en jenerae at c16. jus stood outside like da old days!! `x) haha, jus kikcin it.. gettin into trouble ,=P hehe, nah. but den manny fresh came by!! aka manifair.. she had these harry potter jelly beans dat be tastin like som weird ass shit.. she gave me one dat tasted like a sardene!! >;| . hekka gross man.. fuckin mouth was tastin lyk raw fish and shit.. ,=( . yea and den they bounced around 11 thirty or somethin while me charles and peri was waiting on jaime.. havnt seen dat mutha fuckin in hella long too. he got off work at 12. he came pict us up and droped off peri at home. and me en charles at sara's.. iono why.. but he just had to ,=P . me en charles spend da nite at sara's house saturday till SUNDAY::: . woke up to sara's parents arguing.. she thinks that it was unusual for me.. but i told her that my parents are like dat sometimes too..and charles said so too. haha, u would be surprised how similar our families are.. -_-. yo but its still all good. sara's mom is coo for letting us stay over..and sara was hella coo bout it too `x) . thanks sara!! hee hee, yea and then in da morning we decided to go meet up wit jenerae and eva at castro valley..so me charles and sara walked from sara's house to south hayward bart station.. got on bart..went to bayfair station..transfer to dublin pleasenton train..went to castro valley. saw eva and jenerae sitting waitin for us.. and THEN. sara's shoe string got stuck in da escalator!! hahaha.. and it ripped off ,=( WOOT WOOT. WE NOW INTERUPT THIS BLOG FOR AN IMPORTANT NEWS BREAK!!! YO! VIVAN JUS CALLED AND SAID SHE DON WANNA GO TO DA MOVIES WIF ME TODAE ENY MORE.. ,=/. BUH IT ALL GOOD CUHZ WE GONNA COME TO MY HOUSE AND ...... O_O WEEEEEEEE~!! we not return you to your regularly scheduled programing.. yea so after we met up wit eva en jenerae.. we walked to mc donalds and den since they didnt wanna eat mcdonalds we went to wendy's across da parkin lot.. ,=/. but charles wanted a NAK nAK .. haha, we ended up walkin to jenerae's house .. kickin it.. wanted to watch "tha tape" but someone fucked wit it..and it wouldnt work. so we said "FUCK IT" and started watchin tv.. my phone batery was completely dead and i tried to use jenerae's charger on it.. but it wouldnt work. we started drinking cuz there was nuffin else to do.. and then it was time to go.. cuz.. yea. jenerae's mom was gonna be there soon. eva was sorta mad.. and she wanted to leave.. im not realy sure why she was mad .. but she claimed that she wasnt..and that she jus wanted to go home.. so i walked wit her.. like haf way down da street..and den i was tryin to stop her.,. then she didnt wanna go cuz i used reverse psychology on her!! `x) haha, she was like.. i don wanna go now.. lol, cuz im so smart!! yea yea. then we jus talked about prom and stuff.. and about her patna dat wanna go wit dis one guy.. but the other guy wanted to go.. but her patna don wanna go wit dis guys so mayeB eva has to go wif him.. but da only reason eva may hav to go wif him is cuhz her patna aint gonna take him. blah blah.. but yea,,, dat kinda messed up.. i wanna go to sLz prom.. jr prom whatever.. but ehh, don noe.. then sara's dad came to pic us up after i cut my hand on tha fence.. me en charles went to my house.. watched cartoon network. talked on da fone.. den we went bac out again.. charles went home while i went on my way to c16. saw jose driving. he stoped. we talked.he was wit eric and rafael wit sophia and andrea!! haha i didnt see eric for a long ass time!. jose gave me a ride to bayfair.. saw priscilla.. got mad at her AGAIN... ended up leavin her ass there.. and jus went bac home around 10 pm. went online.,.talked to vivan en sum utha ppl. then went to sleep. whew!! dat was alot. -_- . das what i get for watin soooooo long to blog dat shit huh? ,=| . haha welp. holla bac lates. TekBeetz out.. April 12, 2003 yea, today i was sposed to see vivan.. but i guess she forgot about me.. well mayBe it was yesterday..since its like 2 am rite now.. ,=P yea well, its ok.. hopefully i can see her umm, later today? o_O .. i jus got home not too long ago, i had an uhh.. full day today i guess ^_^ , first charles came over my house around like 3:30pm, we jus kicked it here, damn i havn't seen dat kid in so fuckin long!! -_- kinda missed tha fucker. haha, well anyways, we jus chilled here, then a while later danny and nick came by.. then we sat in da living room tryin to figure out how to work da fuckin dvd player.. haha, cuz it was hella hard to figure out how to make da mp3 cd play on dat shit.. ,=/ ya well, we SORTA got it workin..but den we jus said "fuck it" and bounced to bayfair at c16. o yea..and fuck.. i think i lost my "GRELL"(gold teef) again.. haha, o well.. it was only lik 160 ,=P ya ya well umm, then da fuckin cop was harassing me cuz i was sitting on da railing.. so im like, ok sure whatever.. and i got off. then danny took mah red beanie..cuz lizzy was messin wit me cuz she wanted it bac.. it was originally hers.. but i "borrowed it" like last skoo year when i had her in my french class and i sorta like..never gave it bac o_O haha, welp.. and THEN.. when i was chasing danny to try to get my hat back.. i was like.. saying "what the fuck" and stuff.. and da cop got outta da car.. i didnt even kno i was hella loud sayin dat shit tho.. and he got out and was all in my face talkin major shit man..and i was hella pissed for dat nigga hella cummin at me crazy lyk dat. but i was like.. u kno wat..fuck it whatever i don feel like being arrested today..so i jus walked off.. da fuckin cop was all like "what are you doing here? .. are you seeing a movie? .." me: no .. im waiting on friends.. "where are you friends? .. you cant be here.." me: .. umm why? "i don like da language you are using out here infront of all these kids.. me:kids? .. . what kids? *looks around* i don see no kids.. o_O "i want you outta here now.. and if i ever see you up here again, you will be arrested" .. me thinking: nigga ..wtf .. fuck you bitch, ill say wtf i wanna say u fuckin bitch ass police fuckin thinkin u all hard en shit cuz yo dumass gotta badge en a gun.. nigga wanna see me bout sum' >=| *FURIOUS!!!** but yea.. ya kno.. i didnt reallie say all dat.. ,=) but fuck man.. i hella wanted to!! shit man, i cant stand the fuckin police man, always harrasing me and shit.. fuc, jus cuz imma young black man tryin to do good en shit.. da white man always wanna hold a brotha down.. *raises fist* BLACK POWA!! hahahah.. LATER THAT DAY::: n then so after we bounced from c16, we walked round bayfair.. met up wif jay en dem niGG's.. went to borge's house.. played counterstrike, socom,infantry,tony hawk, and ummm.... what else?.. o yea,., en watched 8 mile dvd. then we bounced to go take charles to sara's house.. den went to cvgl (castro valley golf land) ..den bouned from dere after eva jenerae en manifair went .. and we went to senior bowling night at castro valley bowling place.. it was boring after we got our 3 fries and a drink for only a dollar ,=D haha, shit was a quarter each!! whOO. after bowling we went to billiards down da street from bowling place.. we shot some pool while i played some ddr and charged my fone.. fuckin gay ass sprint samsung fones.. ;\ after billiards i came home.. cool day huh? ,=) ..welp cheQ bac for more laytaR.. TekBeetz out..  You're the suggestive grin,mostly used while flirting and accompanied by the come-hither look.You're either an attention hog or way too insecure to not be in the spotlight at all times.No one can quite tell.Calm down and learn to be regular,ya perv. What Kind of Smile are You? brought to you by Quizilla April 10, 2003 TekBeetz says: damn, i woke up this morning still thinking about you babe!! ^_^ .. after you tellin me you loved me last nite on the phone! man, i just couldnt stop thinking about you. in my dreams, when i woke up.. vivan is on my mind!! `xD. damn girl.. i think now i can say this for real.. coming from the bottom of my heart bayb, i love you!!!!!!! and i jus want you to know that.. and dis time im SURE about what i am saying.. i don want anything to happen to us, whatever it takes for us to be together for as long as possible, with as little problems as possible, u kno im gonna do it for you.. and for us ;] i love you boo, dont think i dont `8D .. always remember that kae? hollaHs TekBeeetz out.. April 08, 2003 whOa... today was kinda funn.. haha, after jose woke me up at like nine thirty a, >.< .. haha, but it was coo. cuz he came en picked me up to go to haa's house around 10:30 and umm, yeah.. i got to see sophia today.. she was in da car wif jose when he pict me up `xD we kicked it at haa's house.. watched the video from hot import nights, then we went to sL hs to go pic up annie maa.. but den they had aready left on da badminton bus to go to tennison high school.. and uhh. so den we followed the bus hahah.. and was hella fuckin wit it..hOO rydin dat shit and stuff.. haha, verry funny.. o yeah.. i forgot.. we had picked up rafael after we left from haa's house in the morning.. =P hee hee.. yeah, so we kicked it wit raff.. and THEN we went to sLhs.. and THEN followed the bus to tennyson.. haha yeah.. jose was scared cuz there was lotta mexicans there.. hahha he said "this is northanio and suranio territory over here.." haha .. cuz i was wearing all blue..as usual. `xD and i started showting out some shit dat dem spicks be saying in spanish.. haha i was all like "sur es scrapa 13 nigga.. " lol.. i didnt kno wtf i was talkin bout tho.. haha, he kept on tellin me to SHOOOOSH.. haha, but den yeah.. i just sat in da trunk and was "kickin it" lol,, and all of a sudden they tried to stuff me in da trunk!! ,=( yeh but umm, dats basically it.. den after ... o wait!! i forgot one MORE thing!! O_O ... then after rafael's house.. we went to get tapioca from..union city..at tapioca express!! `xD and THEN!!! we went to go to sLhs and then tennyson.. ,=P damnit.. im SOOO forgetful.. >;\ .. but anyways.. then after tennyson.. we went to fat ass's house.. (brandon) and just kicked it and played budo khai.. watched some tv.. went on rotten dot com... and yeah..datta bout it `xD k den cuzz.. cheq bac for more laytaR.. TekBeetz out.. April 07, 2003 yo.. dis weekend was an ok one.. highlight was HIN. hot im port nights, it was coo.saw lots of cars, models and friends from school. after the show i rode with mary in her van with jenerae, eva, and manifair.. listening to 92.7 PARTY!!! .. yeah, good shit good shit. here goe's pix from hot import nights.. nick's site. lah lah laaaaaaah.. i miss my gurl so verry much!! >.< i jus wanna go up to her when i see her.. and hug her en smother her wif kisses!! ^_^ .. oh and then i stole a 92.7 party poster thingie.. haha, imma put it up in my room ;) .. k den cheq bac for more laytaR.. TekBeetz out.. April 05, 2003 YESTERDAY:: i went to rafaels house around 1.. then we went to oakland..sat around for hekka long.. .. waiting, then when we came back, around five.. he had to work..so we just both went home.. den at seven i went to a funeral.. den afterwards my dad droped me off at bayfair..and i walked to brandon's house..saw danny over dere washing nicks car..at like.. 10 at nite.. haha, and den me and brandon walked over to carrows to say wussup to jose and laura and them.. den we weent to albertsons to buy milk. i stole hella cupons and stuff.. so i can "save" `xD and uhh..den we went bac to brandon house..den home. haha
yo, yesterday was my uncle Glynn's funeral .. rest in peace great uncle .. -_- damn, it seem's like every time someone dies.. its getting to be like they're closer and closer to me... dis is like the third funeral i been to while i been in high school.. ,=/. first my real grand father died.. from my real mom's side.. and i hardly ever talked to him.. only about 4 times on the fone.. then just recently my grandfather on my stepmom's side died.. and i was closer to him than i was with my real grand daddy.. so umm, yeah. and then on march 28th, my great uncle Glynn dies.. and i used to see him all da time. especially on christmas and stuff.. >_< im really gonna miss him, i kno my dad was having an even harder time.. cuz he was acting hekka strange at the funeral... i could tell dat he was really sadd, cuz his eye's were getting all red.. but he would still try to smile, i guess to make me feel comforted or some shit.. but its all good. i can handle it. damn, uncle Glynn was born in 1922.. died in 2003. what a life.. welp. people come in go out of my life.. cant get too attatched, or it makes it that much harder to let go.. kae den, cheq bac for more lates.. TekBeetz out.. April 03, 2003
 Ecstacy. Sex and lights, It's totally chill, you could really have fun, with this little pill. Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures] brought to you by Quizilla April 02, 2003 today i met with mister whitton (mister whitton was my 7th or 8th grade history teacher.. i don member.) at the district place. we was talking about what happend tha day of the fight.. ehh, and then he jus wrote all dat shit down on his green peices of paper.. and umm, he read every one's statements that was involved.. one of the statements said that after they jumped the white boi. "michael nelson came up to me and said 'you are next' " what the fuck is that bullshit?!! ehh, i never said that.. dey tryin to fuck me over man... >_< then he was telling me that if i would have just went home that day. i wouldnt even be there in the office then.. i was thinking..yeh dats hella true.. then he said "if you are suspended, and go back on any school campus.. you could be arrested.." yeh dats hella fuckin gay.,. cuz i just went up to da skool today, and yeah.. me and jose was jus sitting in da car.. chyllin., but dats a different story.. back to wha happen in the office.. so mister whitton was tellin me all dis shit. and he was saying the procedure of the hearing and shit.. cuz today wasn't a hearing.. it was just a meeting. and he was telling me that he is gonna extend my suspension untill the hearing take's place.. i was sposed to be suspended for only five days..which was untill next monday.. but now i cant go back to skool for like..30 days.. =*( yeh, and if i actually do end up getting expelled.. imma have to go to a continuation school, or home studies.. my mom wants me to do home studies.. another alternative.. is to switch districts.. but even then, the new district still needs to know about my expulsion.. and they can decide to reject me or not.. my grandmother was tellin me that if i do get expelled, she wants me to go to either san lorenzo high .. or to skyline high.. ehh i'd rather go to san lorenzo cuz i know more people over there,,, but anyways.. i gotta wait for a while until they get their shit together.. and i need to get some witnesses who will write a statement telling that I WASNT THE ONE WHO CALLED THE PEOPLE TO JUMP THE WHITE BOY!! yeah.. and uhh, datta bout it. im so saddened rite now..cuz i miss my friends at school.. and i just feel like i fucked up my whole life in a matter of hours.. its crazy man, all of you guys should learn from my mistakes and think about stuff before you do it.. ,=/ yeah well. what's done is done..and i cant do shit about it now but wait and hope and pray that i dont get expelled.. -_- ehh, well this weekend is hot import nights, hopefully my parents dont tripp off me going out on da weekends now.. aah, im so lost and confused in this whole shit!! ehh, today was kinda fun before i went to da meeting.. i just chilled wit jose chuck and mike little. aka, blak n' mex. mike.. we went to south land..and played games.. haha, jose was hungry so he bought a hamburger with his one dollar.. hahah damn, how funny `xD -sigh- .. well my high school years are coming to an end.. way to kick off adult hood huh? '=T o well.. it is what it is. imma jus have to deal with whatever deez bitches throw at me.. >=| .. anywhO.. cheq bac for more laytaR.. TekBeetz out.. April 01, 2003 this is a story thingie that i got from annie ma's xanga.. its pretty weird in a way, because when you think about it, its like you start to realize that this could actually happen. and it makes you wanna tell da person you love, da way u feel bout dem -_- yeh, its kinda hard .. buh jus read it anyways. As I sat there in english class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before.I handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I dont want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I dont know why. 11th grade The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I dont know why. Seinor year The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said, hes not gonna go" well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together- just as 'best friends'. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I dont want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated likean angle up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine- but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as i hugged her. Then she lifted her head from myshoulder and said- 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I dont want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say 'i do' and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove gtaway, she came to me and said 'you came!'. She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I dont want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine; but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! 'I wish I did too...' I thought to my self, and i cried.
,=/ hey amy, i got your badminton birdie/"shuttly cock" thingie.. hee hee, i forgot dat i put it in my pocket.. yeh well, if u really want it, i'll give it to u, whenever i see u again.. -_- damn, im just sittin here at home.. feelin hella sick, i miss my friends already man!! my dad is hella like, not even talking to me any more.. my mom is jus pissed because she thinks i ruined my whole life.. all dis shit man. i feel like a fuckin failure rite now! =*( well, this saturday is hot import nights, any one going? rite now.. im pretty sure its gonna be jose, borge, and me going.. iono who else.. hopefully it gonna be OFF DA HIZZ-OOK `xD hee hee, damn man, angelina wouldnt gimme da sheit yesterday.. ehh, why she frontin' for man?!! ;\ ehh.. fuck it den.. ill juz get mah own sheit.. yeh well, cheq bac for more laytaR.. TekBeetz out..
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