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June 23, 2003
da new b.Log .. fuck bLogspOt and xanGa >=P
damn, im on sum fucka bitch..git bac 2 yo husband shit. i giv a bitch a smack, a lady a kiss, and a hoe a nut.. then toss dat bitch 2 da gutta lyk a stale do-nut. i give a hata an eLbow 2 da gut.. im so aggressive, homeboi im rechid avoid my presence.. u wanna play me like a toy? im no present .. jus watch dis jack hop up out da box .. n whoop yo ass lyk puff dady shoulda got, when he doubted da LOX. like "fuck tha shiny ass jump suits" my baloons ready 2 pop. fuck holdin all da bullshit in, imma let da bomb dRop.. deez nigga's aint hearin me man!! dis shit is serious! >_< -- man iono where dat came from. lol a nigga jus felt like fLowin whun tyme. haha. welps. mann! i feel kinda good dismorning.. after being toasted off mah ass last nite!! haha!! `8D .. damn nigga.. we jus fuckin passed out in chucks car and woke up when my fone rang at around 2:40 am or sumthin..dumass breezy priscilla called me. ehh, iono what her problem is.. i think she tryin 2 get at chuck now.. maybe i should ask her.. =P or maybe i should jus stop talin to her and jus stop caring.. '=T yep i think so.. but i think chuck wanna get at her now too.. fuck man. i got some fucked up ass friends man. >=| fuck em all.. god damn.. >=( !! *FURIOUS* !!
yOoO!! its like hella early in da morning!! i jus got home..prolly around 3 or somethin.. i kicked it w/ chuck jordan n nick 2day.. jordan came back from fremont .. havnt seen dat foo in like hella long!! foo got a clean ass style! lol. yup yup. incubus n stuff like dat. =D yeap. we ended up going bowling at manor bowl.. haha i SUCK at bowling!!! =*( dang!! i lost every game we played.. ,=/ o wells.. it was coo anyways,, priscilla was having problems w/ white mike. iono what was goin on..somethin bout him being mad cuz she came over today..den charles was gettin mad cuz he thot i asked sara to go out with me to backbeat.. WHAT THA FUCK!!?! lol omg. well anyways man.. doodz be trippin.. oh. and i told priscilla that i only wanna be friends wit her ..cuz i didnt think that her sneeking her feelings for me was rite..she didnt wanna let mike kno that she had feelings for me still..and then she didnt wanna break up with him..so im like.. what is the point of this? its hella fucked up on all of our parts.. her's for even allowing it.. mine for wanting her still.. and mikes for fuckin around wit her in the first place.. but damn.. now i bet she gona try n holla at chuck next.. man. .she really needs to slow the fuck down. and stop fuckin wit all of my homeboys.. cuz that shit aint coo. >=| June 21, 2003 yOo. last nite was like.. hella muh fuckas being bored doin stoopid ass shit! lol went 2 bayfair wit chuck n borge to buy some cloths n shit.. was lookin for these brown n white luggz that i wanted.. nowhere had it in my size.. hella gay =P but then yea.. met up wit peri... chuck went 2 brandon's house 2 change den we met up w/ nick danny white mike charles n sara. it was coo cuz i havnt seen charles n sara 2gether for hella long. lol. dey always up in tracy 2getha =P hehe. but yea.. we was gonna go 2 dis party that chucks patna was havin up in some round table near southland.. but we decided not 2 ..so we jus went to da one near togo's.. white mike bought a large pizza all to himself.. and was bein hella stingie at first.. but yea.. don really wanna git into da negative stuff.. sara was tryin 2 get a Oakland A's sticker out of the 50 cent machines.. she spent like 1.50 tryin to get it..and still didnt get one.. =P lol sux 4 her.. '=T but yea.. she gave me the Pirates one.. i was like.. "cool!! san leandro pirates.. =D" hekka coo. we was jus eatin n talkin n shit.. den when we was finna bounce.. i got hella straws and starte spittin paper balls at peepoL.. lol den mah nigga chuck went in there n got like.. a bigger handfull of straws then i did.. haha. we was havin hella fun spittin paper at eachother.. pullin drivebye's in shopping carts n shit. lol mayunn... felt lyk da old days.. when we jus did whatever to pass the time.. ^_^ but yea. nigga's is growin up n shit.. havin responsibilities.. =) kinda coo when ya think about it.. but yea. then we got bored when sara n charles left.. so nick bounced wit chuck n danny..so then it was jus me borge peri and white mike.. went 2 B real's house..got mike's shit.. o yea! and mike hella jocked my khaki fit!! mayunn.. i was hella pissed.. >=| i jus seen dat guy w/ a fuckin light brown fit like i had yesterday.. i was like.. wtf are u tryin to do?!!? nigga wanna jock off my fits cuz he think he gonna pull more broads.. cuz he seen how his gur fren was all over me..(and not to mention, many other guys.. ) at da movies da other day.. cuz we was hella stuntin n shit. lol but all i gotta say is dat me n peri is da "tag team champions of tha world" `X) lol hella saVv lol. jus keep guessin boYee.. haha! but yea.. saw tha hulk..shit was coo.. o yea.. wait..dat was the other day.. hmm.. where was i... o_o O yea! den after mike got his shit from brandons house.. him borge n peri bounced home.. i told dem i was gunna go to take bart.. and yea...... .. . bla bla bla.. dood i hekka miss priscilla sooooOOoOo much. >.< i jus want her 2 break up wit mike so fuckin bad man.. im gettin hella pissed every time i see them together.. >=| i don want her givin dat nigga what she sposed 2 be givin me! and i kno she don feel for him like he think she does.. man. dis is bullshit.. =*( i kno she still care bouts me..and she kno i still got feelins for her. but iono what she waiting for..why stay in a relationship with white mike when she could have me!!?! i kno it sound selfish but im fuckin serious!! with all da things she doin.. like how she acts toward me.. it seems like she wants 2 be with me.. or is my heart jus makin me see what i wish was tru.. hmm.. i jus wish everything was clear 2 me... fawk. pretty soon if she don break it off wit him.. i don care if she don be with me afterwards.. but if she don break up with him.. ima be SO FUCKIN MADD!!! >=( LOL sound lyk a lil kid? SO WHAT!!?! im frills doh.. i aint gonna be coo wit either one of them backstabbing loosers!! >=P tEe HeE.. laaate. =D June 17, 2003
Left without a word and nothing to say When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul But it wasn't good enough for you, no So I asked God God send me an angel From the heavens above Send me an angel to heal my broken heart From being in love 'Cause all I do is cry God send me an angel To wipe the tears from my eyes And I know it might sound crazy But after all that I still love you You wanna come back in my life But now there is something I have to do I have to tell the one that I once adored That they can't have my love no more Cause my heart can't take no more lies And my eyes are all out of cries God send me an angel From the heavens above Send me an angel to heal my broken heart From being in love 'Cause all I do is cry God send me an angel To wipe the tears from my eyes Now you had me on my knees Begging God please to send you back to me I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep You made me feel like I could not breathe Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch And give you all my love But you took my love for granted Want my lovin' now But you can't have it God God send me an angel From the heavens above Send me an angel to heal my broken heart From being in love 'Cause all I do is cry God send me an angel To wipe the tears from my eyes June 13, 2003
damn! im like... outta high school... =/ ... now what... (line off of finding nemo) lol. well.. i guess imma go to college.. prolly chabot. but then i wanna transfer to san deigo state university. .. and do something wit graphic arts.. somethin wit art.. don matter.. i jus like it. =) .. but yea. yesterday was the graduation.. omg it was like.. iono. just hella the ppl i grew up with since like.. elementary skoo.. and now we all growin up n shit.. outta skoo.. goin on to college.. omg. i was hella happy las nite.!! after wards i jus kicked it wit marcus and nick and anthony and mycuzzin.. we all drove.. had hella ppl man! we was so fuckin deep!! den my cuzzin came thru wit hella his friends.. we was fuckin chillin n shit. smokin a blunt. n den we was standing on da corner n shit.. n then all of a sudden hella doggs jus came outta no where.. damn man! fuckin chasing us.. i was hella high.. and i was jus hella laughing! haha damn. trying to drive n shit.. hella fuckin hilarious.. i was jus hella laughing man! damn. n yea. i got 2 drive da big body benzOoo!! aah! on dem crome shOoez. gyea boYee.. had a good ass time. man. im jus so glad for every one who graduated n shit. and for my self man.. all dat fuckin hard ass work for like.. 12+ school years man.. omg. it hella paid off. i mean, jus the feeling of walkin cross da stage is hella coo. n da friends dat came 2 see me n shit .. coo shit!! `x) now i got hella time on my hands untill school starts back. i jus wanna work n get enough cash for soo i can be financially stable for a coo minute.. haha im lookin to get a new car now.. but first i gotta see wussup wit dis job wit mah unlce.. =) well. 2 all yall kids still in high skoo.. do yo thang dont get distracted cuz u need all da shit u takin rite now.. u need dat shit. dere is gonna be plenty of time to "kikc it" once u get outta skoo cuzz.. im tellin u from experience.. i almost went down dat wrong road.. but shit. i hella realized when it was almost too late.. i need 2 get dis shit 2gether... ,=| weLp.. it was coo man. im gettin my diploma 2day . n then. jus hope shit goes well 4 me from here on out.. well check back for more later.. one~ June 10, 2003
 You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never knows what you're going to come up with next; this creates great excitement and arousal never knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end in a kiss as great as your mystery. What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla  You Have the Power to Turn Things to Stone! What's Your Magic Power? brought to you by Quizilla June 03, 2003 tha guy: .. so whats gunna happen wit us now..? the gurl: ... .just friends? tha guy: jus friends!? .. aw MAN!. >.< ..tha saddest day of my life.. was when she left me with a broken heart.. --but its ok. like dem old sayings n shit.. "its better to have loved and lost.. then to have never loved at all.." June 02, 2003 deyum, las nite i blowed wit chuck peri n dwight.. n charles also took a few hits before he bitched outta da hot box. lol. it was pretty coo.. jus da usual drama sheit.. wit .. yea dem peepoLz.. same old problems as always.. buh yea. i got my year book today. im hella juiced cuz it came wit a free ten dollar bill! lol! haha. dood i was hella like.. "whOa!!" .. it looks pretty coo too. da year book i mean. lol . yea, its got a nice ass cover.. better den last years.. n then.. yea, jus full of memories.. damn foo. im jus thinking.. in 2 more weeks.. gunna be da beginning of da rest of my life.. gotta start takin shit more seriously.. and think about wat i wanna do for da rest of my life.. where am i gunna be 5 years from now? damn..seems like so far away.. but in reality..its rite around da corner..all yall who is freshman/sophmore or whatever now.. its gunna hit you so fuckin hard when u get to be a senior and da last few days are comin up when you seing your friends for da last days..for those who are gunna move away.,. u kno wat i mean? im goin thru sum shit rite now.. haha im hella gonna miss some folks that are leaving..and im hella happy for dem dat got da awards and scholarships.. damn.. i don even kno about myself now.. >.< gah. its jus.. so overwhelming.. but yea. sumhow imma get thru dis... "i gotta get thru dis..!!" haha. yea. damn, i got alot to do mann!! hit dis bitch up later.. payce.. 1 June 01, 2003 YESTERDAY: saw "Finding Nemo" .. it was coo, hella funny n stuff.. n like, yea. coo coo. i saw it with priscilla.. we had a nice time. untill at da end when i was gettin ready to leave.. n she saw laura.. omg. lol priscilla flipped out. so i was like. fuck it. imma jus go. n she wanted me to stay. so i was like..wtf are we waiting for? i already knew dat she wanted to go to white mike's house.. wtf. but anyways.. mike was at B-real's house.. he called me.. and i told him to come over here n get priscilla so i can leave.. cuz i was gettin kinda mad .. iono why, but it was prolly jus me thinking about the fact that she prolly got feelings for white mike now.. and dat hella sucks. but whatever. jus wait.. if they do start talking or whatever.... heh. he gunna be goin thru da same shit as she put me thru.. n he aint gunna like it.. and when that time comes.. all imma do is sit back wit a smerk on my face like.. das wtf u get sucka' lol. i told you so.. buh whatever.. yea man, i jus need to find some girl that actually appreciates da "nice ass things that i do for her" like some ppl tell me. damn, i don notice dat how nice am i to my gF's lol. but yea. holla holla. TODAY: dont want to go to mike's house cuz priscilla prolly gunna be there.. and i don wanna see her with mike. but charles is getting back today.. and yea. iono. prolly gunna chill at da house. im outs hit da cell. payce..
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