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March 31, 2003

ehh, today i got suspended... again.. .. dey said dat imma be suspended until they figure out if they wanna expell me or not.. so basically.. we don kno when thats gonna be so . im just assuming dat i am expeled.. today jose came to da school cuhz he wanted to hang out wit us ... cuhz were just so coooooL!! hahha, nah.. i called him up during fourth block and was like, aye jose.. wanna cum thru.? i got suspended and i don wanna go home.. =P hahah, so he came.. said hi & bye to sirena... juz like dat.. i swear it was THAT fast.. `xD , and then when she left.. jerell came and he tried to throw a tennis ball at me.. but dat dumass mo fo aint got no kinda aim whatso ever.. haha, he hekka missed and hit jose's car.. ,=P and then! i was trying to climb onto the sun visor things dat sheild the class room windoes, jumped up dere.. got on top of da garbage thingie..and den slid down da wood.. and den got stuck.. a lil bit..den borge dumass folowed me! haha and almost died tryin to jump over..haha, den da wood fell..and we almost got trapped in tehre..buh den we jumped it.and ran awae.. like sum sav's hahah!! `xD. hey guess wha! .. i stole a spider-man antena ball todae..haha gave it to jose to add to his collection.. ,x] we went to watch da badminton game.. saw aim3 there..! `xD hee hee, she's my buddy!! yah anywhO. den.. umm, jose ditched us cuhz.. iono, haha i called him and he said he was on da free way.. -_- n den after dat we jus chilled..went to eat sum chnz food.. borge hollered at dis one stuck up ass bitch.. i don like her at all.. cuhz she hella disses borge..when he really likes her.. ,=/ yeah well..datta bout it.. i walked home from skoo today..cuhz i had alot on my mind, and yeh..
TekBeetz out..

smashed @ 10:07 PM

March 30, 2003


haha, damn .. whatta fat ass..^_^


smashed @ 8:37 PM

^_^ hahha.. why is my lil brother stuck to the floor rite now?!?! haha.. he stuffed his whole cloths with like.. blankets and stuff..and now he looks like he's hella fatt.. lolol!! he ran around and fell to da floor and now he cant even get up. lol damn. imma take a pix. haha brb

smashed @ 8:20 PM

`=D damn, i had so much fun last nite!! ^_^ .. thanks eva, for inviting me..and Happy Birthday to saRa.. ,=) whOO..
FRIDAY
back to friday..since i didnt bLog dis biyatch about mah events on friday.. ,=] mayunn.. aight..friday during lunch, sheena and 2 of her friends came down to meet up wit marcus cuhz he was sposed to go to da senior ball wit her.. we met da gurl and she is very nice..she gotta acura legend ;] .. its a nice car. yeah.. we went to go eat jack in da crack, then chuck met us up there.. me and chuck walked back to da skoo, saw danny and nick.. chuck hoLLer'd at shanesha fo a kwick minute.. den we was sLappin in nick's fire bird..he showed me his system.. its pretty nice too.. he jus got dat shit installed a few days ago or something,.. yeh his sheit knocks!! ,=] den we got tired of sittin at da skoo so we left chuck wit shanesha..
and danny wanted to go to sout land to get some 76er's throw back hat.. so we went dere..got his shit.. we played some para para paradise.. nick and danny played time crisis.. i was playin ddr extreem too.. its hekka coo. yeh after dat..we left to go bac to da skoo cuhz jay borge and chuck was waiting for me so we can go to great america..we had some special tickets wher we can go in the day before it opened.. it was pretty coo too. we seen sum hella fuckin cute ass girls.. damn,., and me and jay had a lil problem wit some 40 year old man..i was bout to woop his ass..haha or i woulda tried eny ways.. :T yeh well .. fuckin gay ass bitches got pissed cuhz we cut dem in line. dey called security, and told us that " line cutting , in the city of santa clara is a mistermeaner.. u can get a fine for it.." im like..wtf bitch..shut dat shit up. >;\ and we bounced.. seen another cute ass gurl.. wanted to holler but u kno how it goes..haha jus gave her da lil smile.. ;) she smiled back.. ^_^ after we was gettin ready to leave..chuck won a raffel for some motorola walkie talkeis,., haha lucky ass chuck!! ,=]
we went to go eat sum jack in da crack.. seen hella folks from skoo just posted over there.. at like 12 midnight.. haha im like wtf yall doin here? lol, it was kinda strange.. but yeah..den we went home. then on
SATURDAY
saturday.. i was jus sittin at home..and me en eva was talkin online. she tells me.. "mike we're gonna get a soccer ball and kick it.." im like.. mkae.. but can we play tennis instead? but she was like.. i think she was just kiddin about playin soccer.. iono. but it seemed like dey was fuckin kidnapping me.. cuhz like, i didnt kno where da fuck we was going.. or what was goin on mayunn..dey jus came by mah house swooped me up and took me and white mike to a hoteL.. it turned out to be sara's birthday ,=] we all kicked it there with me danny and nick. eva jenerae sara..and manifair..and like some more of dere friends from skoo ithink.. we all got pretty peRved last nite.. it was coo.. haha nick is a fuckin funny ass mother fucker when he's drunk..danny turned really red and got hives or something.. manifair was hella red too. i don kno about eva en jenerae and dem other's. but yeah..we stayed up till like 4 watchin tV and talking about stuff.. yeh, and der was dis one gurl who drove us. iono her name buh she hella coo!! she likes jungle .. house.. and trance music..! haha ^_^ she was hella knockin mah cD's last nite.. haha she's verry nice. and then there was the other girl..and the other one.. i forgot dey names.. but yeh .. dey was coo too. i was reading da bible for some reason las nite.. iono.. it was jus interesting. readin psalms and stuff. ,=] .. den danny took da bible from me..and said "LET MEEE PREACH!!" even tho dis mutha fucker is budhist.. or whwatever da fuck dat shit is spelled like.. haha it was pretty funny, jenerae got all dat shit on tape!! ,=D cant wait to see it. me danny ended up walkin to denny's this morning and found out dat manifair had taken eva and dem to the other denny's near 580 free way.. haha so we just walked home. and now here i am!! whOO late!!..

TekBeetz out..

smashed @ 11:04 AM

March 29, 2003

man, fuck priscilla.. i cant fuckin stand dat bitch. >=| fuck man.. i hope you gurls who do hate her.. fuckin beat her fuckin ass one day, and leave it so she cant fuckin speak..!! god damnit.. dis is da last time im lettin her fuckin pLay me.. fuck man, laura was rite.. she was gonna hurt me again.. fuckin bitch. gaaaaH!! im so fuckin pissed rite now.. gRr.. -groan- !! man.. just fuckin up mah whole weekend man.. i swear.. fuckin shoulda got wit dat gurl from great america yesterday like i was gonna.. fukin bitch ass priscilla man i swear.. i hope you read dis shit..cuhz now u kno dat is you fuckin fault and don cum cryin back to me and beggin me to get back wit your sorry ass cuhz it not happening..fuck, now i can care less if you do fuckin move away.. shit jus don even call me or talk to me again. fuckin skank ass.. biyaaaatch...!! >=0****-..FURIOUS..-****
damn man.. i cant fuckin beleive dis bitch man.. godd!!! ,=| damn .. i need some exx!!!!

smashed @ 5:21 PM

March 27, 2003


And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed

They say it's my fault, but I want her so much

Wanna fly her away, where the sun and rain

Come in over my face, wash away all the shame

When they stop and stare .. don't worry me

Cause I'm feeling for her, what she's feeling for me

I can try to pretend, I can try to forget

But it's driving me mad, going out of my head..


T.A.T.U. - All The Things She Said..

smashed @ 10:02 PM

aww, laura is so cooL!! haha. lookie wha she put in her "XANGA" haha, i didnt kno i was unique!! ,=]

57. most unique � black mike fer shure! Hahahaha
49. funniest � black mike, amy, issy, n joanne! They are so retard! Hella funnie [retarded in a good way tho] haha


tEe HeE.. yessss... ^_-
--TekBeetz out..

smashed @ 8:10 PM

Thursday, March 27, 2003


damn.. today wasnt my day.. but talking to matt made things hella better.. hes thinks im beyoooooootiful!!... haha.. immma get w/ his ass.. whoo hot-ness..!!... fuck mike.. i really can careless about him.. now that things happened.. but yeah.. ahh damn... hopefully.. imma get the hook up w/ matt. thats if hes feelin for me.. you know?.. mwahaha.. damn hes hot...^_^
this one girl at 2:21 PM


yeah that was vivan's blog for today.. what the fuck is that man... "fuck mike.. i can care less.." wtf? how can she just say shit like dat.. fuck man.. i kno i shouldnt even care but.. wtf, how can i help it. ,=\ yeh i kno i made her feel pain and all, but.. i never done shit like dis..i at least let her kno dat i still care bout her and everything.. what the fuck!!? -_- .. i don understand.. fuck well..shit it is what it is i guess... didnt want things to turn out this way..but oh well rite..? whatever, life .. love .. everything in between.. its all pain and suffering the whole way.. jus gotta suck it up and move on i guess.. don be dumm and linger in the past.. pick up yo sheit en BOUNCE!! .. hehe.. god damn man.. but still.. it kinda hurts tho.. to see her move on so fast.. i kinda see what priscilla was talkin about when i got with vivan a few weeks after our break up on new years.. buh.. damn... >_< aaaaaaaaaah!! i cant just stop thinking about things.. damnit..

smashed @ 3:19 PM

March 26, 2003

hehe.. aye guess what.. some rich ass white guy gave me 20 bucks today for no reason.. ,=] lol.. this white man that was the head of the construction shit for the "Trane" heating and cooling instalation thing.. or sumdin like dat. he got like.. str8 skrill cuuuz.. haha.. and i was sitting here at da comp today..and he knocks on da door.. and he's all like.. "can i ask you a favor.? call me when the inspector comes.." and im like.. "aight.." and he give's me his card..and says "here.. let me pay you for your time.." and i mean.. im not goin no where any ways..and im jus gonna be sittin in da house if he paid me or not.. but dis guy come's out da pocket and says.. "is 20 dollars enough" and im like "haha..ok.. ur givin me 20 bucks?" and he's like.. "yeah.. " i was like.. swOOp haha.. and then..as soon as he goes outside to get his card for me to call him later.. then the inspector shows up and the guy who gave me dubb was like.. "looks like u didnt have to do anything afterall.. u just made yourself an easy 20 bucks..!" haha im like..wtf.. u rich ass mother fucker.. gimme some more cash!! >=) hahah.. nah but dat guy is hella nice.. hehe.. imma be his friend $_$ whOO.. late..
--TekBeetz out..

smashed @ 4:26 PM

HAHA, LOOK AT THE TAG-BOARD COLORS.. THEY'RE SO FUNKY LOOKIN' :P
tEe HeE.. thenk's eva ,x]

smashed @ 11:58 AM

yehhh buddie.. im hella not feelin well.. i gotta sore throat..and im just sitting here.. watching "earnest scared stupid" or something like dat.. its .. ioneeven kno.. haha just sum "rediculous bullshit" daaahaha.. :T weLp.. me and vivan.... hella over.. she seem's to be taking it better then before.. so its all good.. i just wanna be coo rit now, and not have any drama. i like playing star cRaft now..!! haha, its "hekamala" fun ^_-
--TekBeetz out..

smashed @ 10:57 AM

March 25, 2003

damnit mann! my throat hurts dood! fucking bullshit. smoking is bad.. but it helps me to fall asleep! haha.. yesterday i went to bed at 7 pm.. woke up at 11:30 pm.. went online.. and got off at like 12 am.. damn, i kno im weird.. -_- .. hehe its ok tho rite? ,=] .. damn, i been thinking about my badminton buddy lately.. hehe, i don play badminton but she does.. and yeah, i kinda miss her ,=/ i made her mad da other day at da skyline game.. but damn, iono even why she was mad..or why i was mad at her.. but i was sorta pissed because whatever the reason was, it fucked up my high..and i wanted to go home. so i left.. -sigh- i felt hekka sadd when she gave me da cold shoulder.. and told all her friends not to talk to me.. but i guess dats what i get rite? for whatever i did.. some reason i dont even know.. and she prolly dont kno either.. but whatever. o_o, today i went home at lunch and i was at da bus stop and guess who i saw!! :] nHi chau!! haha.. dis gurl.. she look so different now =*) not a bad thing tho.. but yeah.. i just didnt feel like dealing with my badminton buddy or any of her friends cuhz.. u kno.. dey mite try and smash on me or something.. =( dey can be so scary at times.. -_- bLeh..well enuff about that.. imma just keep my distance from now on.
TekBeetz out..

smashed @ 8:44 PM

*sigh*
whattever man.. life goes on..
-_-

smashed @ 6:50 PM

damnit.. eva is so cooooooL!! hahah.. i like her wanna be "bLog" thing..hehe.. its like.. "your face hurts my feelings.. can you please put it away? =P " hahahaha hella halarious!! x] yup yup.. damnit eva.. how'd u get your comment box thing to have different colors on it?!?! teach meeeh!!! O_O .. bLeh.. im just sittin at home rite now..waiting for ppL to get home from skoooooo.. yup... gotta pLay danny ma in star craft..hahah see if im any good. ,=]

smashed @ 2:29 PM

March 24, 2003

yeaaaah... bOi..!! me and fat attack went to da park today after skooL and smoked half a bLunt that i rolled !!
^_-
whOO.. haha.. it wasnt that good a roll.. but it was fuckin good enuff..!! haha. damn, now i gotta give da rest back to chuck.. cuhz yeah..its his. whOa man! guess who me and fat ass saw ttoday!! u kno dat one mexican guy who works at the ticket taker's podium thing at century sixteen?!!! da one who issy and amy always try to bribe him to let them go in for free!! haha.. so funny..
^_^
yeh..dem goodtimes.. hehe.. i seen dat guy at the park down on bancroft near geralds old house.. dis guy told me that he is sposed to be in the 9th grade.. but he dropped outta skooL.. wtf.,.. haha what a dumass.. but at least he gotta fuckin job lol.. well yeah.. we just smoked alotta pot today..and went back to da skOO.. just for amy to get pissed at me again!!
>=*(
i hate it when she does that!!
,=(
hekka make me feel bad... *sniff* and she doesnt even have a reason..u kno what she said.. "iono why im mad at you.. ill think about it.." wtf is that?!?! u gonna think of a reason to be mad at me?!? damn, dats hella mean.. well anyways.. -sigh- .. i have mean friends... -_-

smashed @ 7:25 PM

March 23, 2003

oh yeah... and i got my cell fone back today!!! ^_^ whOOOOOOO~!!

smashed @ 8:39 PM

every day people have to make decisions... and obviously some decisions are more significant than others.. and the more significant decisions tend to be the harder one's to answer or to decide on.. but if you just have the time to think about everything. think about what is best for the people and your self.. then you will eventually find the right answer... the only thing you need is time.. like the saying "time heals all wounds" .. its true..because in the end.. the decision you made after spending time on thinking about it ends up being the best solution.. im feeling kinda releived rite about now.. and im not trying to rush into any more relationships or play with any one's emotions.. because if you all know how i really am.. i dont want to hurt any one's feelings.. or play with anyone's emotions on purpose,, because im not like that.. if anything.. i want to make every one happy... and i guess thats why im in the situation that im in rite now.. because i try to make 2 people happy at the same time.. but.. anyways.. i just hope everything works out.. late.

smashed @ 8:29 PM

damn, im so tired rite now... -_- i went to angelina's house today,.. it was fun, her parents are coo.. compared to some other people's parents i kno.. but yeah. i had fun today... i was pretty happy.. untill some certain people got mad at me for reason's unknown... :\ yeah... and some other stuff i found out today too... bout this one person.. and this other person.. and yeah.. hehe.. its all good... i wish for every thing to work out between these 2 people.. and the other people who are associated with.. the person's.. ? o_o yeh well.. TekBeetz is outtie.. late.

smashed @ 12:11 AM

March 22, 2003

hoLLa at yo mack daddy mami.. whOOo damn im sucha cooL guy! ^_^ yeh yeh yeh.. okae so umm, yeh.. i don got mah cellie oh becuz its in jan michael's car and like.. yeh.. if u called me at all yesterday.. just leave a msG again..so yeh.. ill cheq it laytaR. :]

smashed @ 12:12 PM

March 21, 2003

yay!! today's friday!! whOO.. i gonna go see vivan today.. if i get outta da house in enuff time.. -_- im still at home rite now.. Whoa!! oh yeh.. today when i was in my economics class we had to check our stock prices and all that.. and i was messin around on da computer.. and i ended up at eva's little journal site thingie.. and like.. yeh it was pretty nice.. i like it.. :] i saw this like.. mini guest book thing or sumdin like it.. and i was like.. whOa.. lemme go steal dat from eva..haha so i jacked her shit,.. and put it up in mah bLog.. :D "HAAAA HAAAA ... im cooL now! just like you eva!! ,x]" whOO.. im so happy today. i also added a midi file to my bLog.. its bone thugs.. crossroads.. coo shit huh? u kno TekBeetz go dem skiiiLz... wif a "Z" x] fo' sho fo sho.. more shitz on dis biyatch laytaR.. -_-


cRip_tEk.. aka.. :no life: tEe.. ^_^

smashed @ 1:44 PM

March 20, 2003

damn, today i went bac to skoo... went to all my classes... then after third. i was kickin it..and da security.. randy, fuckin came up to me talkin bout i was sposed to be off campus cuhz dey said im suspended till da 25th.. im like.. "wtf?" and so i had to go to da office and shit.. damn fuckin aP's.. get on my nervs!! >:[ yeah well anyways.. dey wouldnt let me hit da weight room today.. so i just went home.. played star craft for like..3 hours.. and yeah.. pretty booring shit.. oh and amy flaked out on me today too... we was sposed to go to da metreon tomkorrow.. but since she is so CHEAP!!! i guess we not going any more.. buh her excuse is "chival isnt going,, so im not.." mannnn FUCK dat.!! >:P

smashed @ 10:18 PM

March 19, 2003

whOO.. hoLLa if u hear meh..!! uuuuugh!! .. boi.. das wtf im talkin bout kidd.. do dat shitz lyk sum sav's .. b.M. mike is out!! yeh booooiiii!!! i was hella glad when i seen dat nigga today.. i was at chucks house watchin da fuckin iraq news shit.. fuckin 30 seconds till da dead line..and here go B.mex. mike knockin on chucks door.. hahah damn nigga.. we was both hella juiced and glad to see him.. damn man.. i owe dat nigga alot.. he spent 2 nights in santa rita jail.. and one night at san leandro jail..got 2 years probation.. dis guy is mah nigga fo sheezoL.. ^_^ weLp..good days comming for me..fuck all da bullshit. im gettin mah shit str8 :) hoLLaa!!

smashed @ 8:24 PM

March 18, 2003

hey but then... im a Lover NOT a fighter ;]





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smashed @ 10:42 PM

whOO!! i AM a secksi bOi..!! ahahhah!! whOO..





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smashed @ 10:35 PM

damn.. first day of suspension.. sucks ass.. im bored at home.. online half the day.. my face still kinda hurts.. gRr.. -_- damn peepoL.. im still just cant stop thinking about mike man,... guy is a sav man.. all u guys are sav's man.. but i cant help but to feel bad because of getting people in trouble because of my problems.. fuckin nigga's getting expelled over me en stuff man! its all bad,,, 3 G's for b.M. mike man!! wut da fuck.. if i had da scrill i would have been down at da station wit mah cheq nigga..wtf.. if dat nigga is gonna do time for me.. best beleive im gonna try to do wuttever i can to help him. fuck man..lets start a fund raiser or something.. black-mex. mike's bail bond... c'mmon yalls..

smashed @ 10:22 PM

March 17, 2003

damn guys... all i gotta say is.. "game over." ,=] fo sho fo sho!! ahha, good lookin out guys.. thenks for havin mah bac.. .but dis shit got mike arrested and locked up... marquise expelled.. and shit.. wtf.. its all bad for dem..dey mite expell me too,.... ,=/ shit.. buh dat kid.. shouldnt have fucked wit da BMF boiiii!! hahaah, hoLLaaa!! fuckin danny en mike sum savs.. hhaha gave dat bio DA BUSINESS!!! ahhahaha holla.. damn niggah..





final thoughts::. white boi + fuckin wit Tek en da mobb = hospitalization ... or worse.. o_O

smashed @ 9:25 PM

March 13, 2003

mysterious
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smashed @ 2:51 PM

March 11, 2003

nothin to say.. its just over.

smashed @ 6:51 PM

. 2900 U C IT
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