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February 28, 2003
i feel so bad.. u just dont know.. today i just feel like no one wants me around anymore. .. maybe people dont want me to be around any more. i mean, its just like, first of all i feel hella fuckin bad about what happen with rafael and sirena... and then.. its just like. damn, i feel like shit. i been going this whole day, just watching people, and seing them have fun with eachother. i mean, sometimes i feel like my "friends" dont need me. its like, damn.. when i wanna kik it.. it always gets me in trouble.. not by mah parents but by mah friends.. or something bad always happens.. ,=( . well i just gonna stay inside the rest of this weekend. but i think imma go to chucks birthday thing at kennedy park and then thats it. he turning 18 so i hav ta go.. damn, u kno. i feel like im meant to be better off alone man.. i just started to realize that.. i dont really have alot of real friends....... i may know alot of people, and say hi to alot of people.. but .. none of them are really my close close friends... damn, its like.. i use all my friendship on hella people.. and its hard to be nice to hella people when they just dont even give a fuck about what happens to you.. ,=/ damn, i been thinking all this time that all the people that i know are my "friends" but now i realize that they are just... .. associates. people who i know and that know me. but dont know shit about me. damn its kinda hard to talk about this. cuz .. knowing that no one really cares about you.. it kinda hurts.. ='( yeah well.. im not posting any more.. no sence in posting when the people who read this shit.. just critisize and gonna talk shit and make fun of me for what i write.. so , imma just sa fuck it from now on."fuck it." i think im better off alone.. -_- February 22, 2003 damn, i feel so bad rite now.. ,=/ i didnt mean to act like a bitch last nite to you babe. i was just hella tired.. . and yeah.. i shoulda went to bed... ,=[ u kno, i really really miss you boo. damn aaaaaaaah!!! ,=X
yayy!! sponge bob is on!!!! February 21, 2003 yeaa!! today was the funnest day ever.. ahha well not really.. but still, i had a good time tonite.. at the senior skate night. damn.. hella fuckin heads from chinese christian school came thru tehre man.. it was like.. the whole fuckin chinatown was up in da bitch.. haha damn, fuckin sirena... B coo litto cuhzin!! lol you kno dem gurls don wanna start shit no more cuhz..dey kno dey gonna get whOOped!!! ,=] but any waysss... damn.. i got home kinda early tonite too man.. lik ten or something. sirena dad is hella coo too.. he drove me home..!! ,=D hekka nice. yeh weLp.. i was kinda wishing dat my boo was there wit me..cuhz i hekka miss her.. ,=/ .. i didnt see her for like.. a whole week already.. X( yeah yeah.. so. hmm, basically.. today was a fun ass day..went to china town wit isabella annie en dem gurls.. ate some viet nooodoLz.. went to oak tree.. played beat mania..damn dat game is hella fuckin fun..den pLayed some ddR 4th mix pLus.. heLL yeah gurl ..!! whOO.. damn im hyper.. hoLLaR.. February 16, 2003 juz got back my keyboard today..so das why im posting so late.... all i gotta say is FUCK VALENTINES DAY February 09, 2003 aight cuhz..dis is a post dat i shoulda put up yesterday.. damn, man.. i feel hella fuckin bad for missing kayode's mamorial.. X( .. man, and missed it juz to fucin be at a battle in haron bay basket ball court.. dat ended up hella fuckin gay.. deez niggahz wanna try en jump jordan and shit.. man dats one reason i cant stand dem oakland niggahz.. well, i got no problem wit da foo dat jumped jordan.. but im juz sayin.. well, i hope dat just tha end of erry thing.. no more funk! .. juz drop da shit. well whattever. imma be up outtie.. parents aint home till later tonite.. dey wus gone all yesterday..and marcus en dem came over.. lol juzz kikin it en shit.. o' well.. nothin bettaR to do. hollaR bac layter.. February 06, 2003 yeh well.. ienoo.. ,=/ i been kinda bored lately..since i cant go online and shit any more.. but today i bought an extra power cord for tha monitor. so when my dad takes mine away again.. i gonna have a spair so i can still go online en shit when dey aint home.. ,=D yess.. aint i so smart? ,=] yeh yeh.. well umm, FUCK. this saturday is Kayode's funeral... but i sposed to be going to sNow boaRding dis saturday.. and i don think mah parents gonna let me stay behind to go to tha funeral.. but i really do wana go tho man.. imma feel hella bad if i dont.. ,=[ but imma still ask them en see what they say.. -sigh- damn, every time i think about this whole thing about kayode being dead.. makes me hella sad, and think about how much life really means to me.. damn, people really dont know what they have untill its gone, and thats reallie kinda sad and it depresses me ,=[ man.. i jus wanna enjoy my life to tha fullest and not worry about little things and just have fun ,=] yep yep.. thats tha way to go ,=D February 03, 2003 MaxBoost ecstasy: hum? Hey iTz dannyMA: ehh? MaxBoost ecstasy: uhh.... ,=| Hey iTz dannyMA: whut!? Hey iTz dannyMA: ..im lost MaxBoost ecstasy: me too.. Hey iTz dannyMA: =/ MaxBoost ecstasy: aim is so confusing.. >_< Hey iTz dannyMA: sho iz MaxBoost ecstasy: ahhah
Vivan thinks im cheating on her.. ,=[ .. why do people have to hate for..? goodness gracious. dont be jealous and envious of what you dont have. go out and get it! February 02, 2003 alright!!! cooL!! yesssss... i fixed my bLogger thingiee!!! lol aight that down there.. is juz the rest of what was supposed to be on the first blog that got messed up. cooL huh?! im so smart!! ^_^ buh yeh. i juz got bac from raFF's house and im pretty tired cuhz i ran all da way home from sL bart.. ,=] kae den cuhzzinss.. hoLLah
yo` wuddeLz cuhz.. damn man, i wus up las nite till lik 2 am playin dat dumass game wit stan.. lol tryin to find a crew name and shit. lol "safeway select stawberry soda internet gang" ahha wtf, well. .. imma cRip cuhz dat all dat mattaR ,=] lolol, nah but. damn, i hekka luuuuuv yu babey bOO.. ,=] u noe dat rite? ,=D -sigh- today was so boring,. so much boring stuff to do. it wasnt even funny. wait.. that didnt make sence. uhhh, oh yeah. it was just boring today, been online since lik 11 am, and until now.. damn, imma lOOozerrr lol, i hekka miss amy, laura, and issy'!! lol haha, i talk to amy i wus lyk. deng amy i missyou guys! i gonna hav to wait till monday to see yah agen! dengit. lol, oh yeH..!! SO WHO IS IT HUH AMY?!?!!! February 01, 2003
 your eyes show intellect which eye are you? brought to you by Quizilla yo` wuddeLz cuhz.. damn man, i wus up las nite till lik 2 am playin dat dumass game wit stan.. lol tryin to find a crew name and shit. lol "safeway select stawberry soda internet gang" ahha wtf, well. .. imma
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