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January 30, 2003
damn man!! mah fucking back was hella hurting today!! i felt like i was an oLd man or something.. =/ but i feel a litto bit bettaR now.. sigh.. so what goin down tomorrow?! !? damn, i hella wanna see final destination 2!! wanna go?! yessss aight coo!! haha, i wus at da donut shop today after skoo.. and fuckin andi gave me a free Ham and Cheese Croissant ^_^ hekkaR cooL!! and i wus up in miss duffey's third block class cuhz i wus so fuckin bored since i don have a trois et quatre bloque (third or fourth).. <|~ dats french.. lol yeh well enyways. since i gota take French 1 again cuhz i didnt pass it last year.. damn, imma fuckin looser .. well yeh more shit posted later on dis weekend.. cuhz im tired of "bLogging" .. gets boring after a whiLe.. hoLLaR!! --TekBeetz January 29, 2003 have ya'LL seen tha commercial? apple jacks one, dey talkin bout dat dey gonna mak it look and taste lik appLe! lol i noe it sounds so dumm to B arguing over cerial! buh its been lik dat for lik.. ienoo how many years now! cant change it!! "we eat what we like!!" tEe HeE!! ^_^ ..
hmm, =/ im startin to worrie if something is wrong wit me.. =| i took dis psychology test dat wus up in DracOo's bLog. en one of the resuLts were saying that i was "dependent" here wha it said:: "Dependent: Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. They often remain in abusive relationships. They are overly sensitive to disapproval. They often feel helpless and depressed." the things in that defenition of being dependent that i find to be true about me are; i feel the need to be taken care of. >_< .yah i noe.. juz shuddup! LoL; i tend to cLing to people and have a fear of losing them; i let my parents make important decisions for me, or whoever eLse can; i jump from relationship to relationship.. ALOT; umm i was feeling suicidal when pRisciLLa broke up wit me ='( ; remain in (verbally/emotionally)abusive relationships. and .. datta bout it.. =/ pRetty badd huh? yah i noe.. i got some issues -_-
todae, we got outta skoo earlie en shit.. fuc, fat ass mutha fuckn brandon fuckin stepped on mah fuckin shoe man!! shit, daz why me en danny stoLe his fuckin money! ^_^ daAaH!! hoLLaR! haha, man.. dat guy is so friggin dirtie shoez en shit!! dam, mah whoLe right shoe laces wus fucuin scuffed!! damn man, all i see iz a fat ass dirt shoe print on mah nice cLean WHITE phat farms!! . >_< . damn man i juz felt lik cryingg!! buh i juz yeLLed out "FUCK" reallie loud! lol, i wuz hekkeR yellin it out for lik.. 2 minz or mayeB five.. haha buh yeh.. it wus so fuct up man, i wus PISSED. shit.. buh itz all grayvie cuhz he didnt do it on purpose... OR DID HE? o_O weLp.. at least me en danny gotta spLit a doLLar we stoLed from him! haha ^_^ .. buh yeh.. i wonder do danny still got dat doLLaR.. humm. damn cuhz.. since i don gotta third or fourth blok class.. i got outta skoo at lik ten am todae.. damn, hekkaR cooL.. buh itz kinda gay when ya got jack shiznit ta do and its SO borring.. humm, i hekka want some ecstasy rite now.. . >_< . .. gotta fight the urge!! damn, -sigh- fuckin suffering from withdrawl.. or however us peLL dat..yah so, imma go en eat again.. damn i been soo hungrey lately.. haha, paYce!! January 27, 2003 humm, what ta sey, what ta sey.. damn, your face is hurt..,=|.. okae. well todae we got our new classes en i got lik.. french one, and amer. govern. & econ., en den i had trig/stat/fnctns.. buh i droped dat shitz cuhz.. wtf mayunn i didnt even pass adv. aLg. yet.. weLL ienoo either.. buh at least i pased english!! ^_^ yess!! i gotta fuccen D minus in dat shit man!! heLL yeah! whOO.. well eny way, some college in arazona send me some shit today.. some tape and a binder full of info.. ienoo for what.. i think its lik, application en shit.. buh ienoo, who cares.. fuc skooL.XP jay kae.. dat fukin coLLege is in arizona tho.. deyumm , kinda far.. and hoTT there..=/buh its all good. haha, me and eva wus hekkeR bored todae en she started sayin sum shit in chnz lik.. ney joe mut ye ah.. or sumdin lik dat.. haha buh it wus sooo fucin funnie cuhz.. ienoo why buh it jux was.. lol en me en eva wus talkin bout it rite? haha en den she wus speekin chinese to me.. buh i dindt noe wtf she wus saying.so i had ta ask laura.. haha she wus telin me shits ta sey.. en eva thot i knew wtf i wus talkin bout!!^.^hahaha. . whatta saP!! lol buh yeah.. all fun n' gamesXP.. yep yep.. fuckin halarious.. so who goin to eternity?! damn.. hekkeR wanna dRop..=/ buh im not cuhz imma good guy^_^ January 21, 2003
Kayode Dada-Daodu 1985-2003 "Everyone effects some one in some way. Even tho i didnt know you that well, i knew you well enough to miss you. It seems surreal that your gone but god must have had a good reason to take you away from us. Whatever reason it was that he decided to take you away from your life on earth, i know you'll be happy in the kingdom of heaven. One love" January 20, 2003
MikeYVivan January 18, 2003 its lyk, hard times man.. feelin hella pressure on meh cuhz niggahz just keep commin up en fuckin wit me.. buh i really juz wanna noe why.. niggahz wont be satisfied until shit comes to shit, en thingz get serious en outta hand.. i swear to fuckin god, i put diz on mah lord, mah momz errything i love man.. doodz are fuckin LUCKY dat i don own a fuckin weapon..cuhz it would be havoc man.. datz real.. >_< . .. juz need time to chill.. hoLLar January 11, 2003 damn foo! dis guy bM mike iz fuckin funnie as hell man! diz guy iz juz hella fuckin spontanious! lol, hella screaming in all tha stores and scaring the customers en shit!! lolol, dis nigga.. he coo tho. damn.. how many mikes are there dat we know now?! ehhh..wtf.. white mike .. korean mike.. bLk mike..bM mike.. viet mike.. haha 5 mikes. ,=P cooL huh?!! well hoLLa bac at meh later aight? payce..
i had heLLa fuckin fun tonite!! or.. fRidae nite.. cuhz me, chuck, bM mike (bLack en mexicaN mike), cHarles, saRa, eva, peRi, daNNy and niCk we all went to century 25 en shit!! lol, instead of dead ass centruy 16 >_< .. no one goes deR eny more.. so sadd ,=[ .. dat used ta B tha spot too!! haha ,=D but enywayz.. today iz januaRy 11th!! dat means it mah birthday!! yesss!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! im fuckin 18 ,=| damn, time juz goes by hella quick.. here iz a word from the wize,, you should take advantage of all the opportunities that come your way. dont let anything pass you up, because one minute its there, and tha next thing you noe.. u turn around and its gone.. life is like dat.. u gotta get it whiLe tha gettin iz good.. hoLLaH!! well im just feelin realie happie tonite, cuhz even tho i been havin probLems wit a certain person, i decided that tha shit dat we had between us wasnt worth us not being friends eny more.. i felt good after talkin to her.. ,=] deng.. and it wus a cLose one when i had to drive her dads car to dRop eRRy one off at home en shit..cuhz we wus kickin it at her house..and her parents called en said dey B home in 30 minz!! damn we wuz fuckin spooked!! damn!! phew,, buh we didnt get caught up tho.. cuhz im a sLy mutha fucka ~_^ .. its like.. 2 am rite now..en imma B up outtie diz biYatch!! hoLLah at tha ceLLie if i forgot to invite you to mah "Bday gathering" ,=P 681-6198 payce!! ^_^ January 09, 2003 i swear ta fuckin god, imma end up fLashin on sumwhun man, i am not the one to B fucked wit rite about now. aint in tha fuckin mood. wtf man, priscilla is so fuckin IMMATURE!!! god damn, i mean.. shit. its a fuckin dollar!!!!!!!! u want a fuckin doLLar back? shit.. and if u trippin off dat i spend it cuhz u foLded it for me or wuttever.. wtf.. YOU THA ONE THAT FUCKIN BROKE UP WITH ME.. and you expect me to B all like.. "ooh weLL, priscilla gave me this doLLar.. i beter not spend it.. imma keep it forever and ever.." NO. dats not how it goes.. u dont want me to B wit chu...why tha fuck should i keep your fuckin heart shaped dollar for? shit.. it doesnt mean anything.. you dont fuckin love me.. fuck man, im tired of your shit.. >=|
man, i swear i hate tha bitch ass security at san leandro high >=[ .. why dis fat white security guy gonna try en gimme a detention for sum taRdy sweeP bullshit.. ,=| it wus hela funnie tho, dis nigga gonna ask me if i have a tardy sweep pass, and i lied to him and said i don gotta cLass, and i walked off.i wuz gonna sey mah name wus "Brandon DesiLva" if he ask me ^_^. he tried to stop me but i juz ignored him ,=P he got kinda pised but oh well.. i went to da donut shop en bought a 2 chocoLate donutz 0_0 mmm, my favoRite ,=P but yeh.. i didnt have change for a duBB so i juz spend da doLLaR priscilla gave me, i feLt kinda bad tho.. cuhz she had foLded it into a heart for me.. ,=\ buh i wuz hecka hungreyyy!! ,=[ so yeah. i ate da donutz en went to cLass.. but den da fuccen security seen me on camera man!! wtf..dey been lookin for me >=| dey fucin all up in mah cLass en pullin me out en shit.. buh da guy juz talk to me en shit.. i guess he feLt sorrie foe meh..cuhz i woulda got suspended or saturday skoo or sumdin.. ,=P fuck 'em.. weLL eny wayz.. today wus juz sum booring ass shit!! lik alwayz. -_- January 08, 2003 wtf is a bLog? ,=|
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